Danabelle in Yet Another One of Those PostSecret Shorts

Have I mentioned that I love PostSecret?

No?

Well, by George!

LOL.

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I would send stuff to that mailbox in Maryland. But I think enough secrets have been divulged through this blog thing here anyway...

And so just in case y'all still haven't had enough of my secrets here are a few more in shorts...

They're "The things I think, but do not say." (ala Jerry Maguire's Mission Statement... And yes I do realize that he got fired because of that... But ehhh. To heck with it. I'm sleepy (probably drunk), full of aggression, and I'm armed with a laptop and 256kb WIFI blahblahblah. Sorry, I'm not a big techie person, but I think you know what I mean.)

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I dream of being an actress. Sure that's no secret, but what you probably don't know is that I've intricately woven it so that I can tell you all the films that I will be in who's in it, who's directing it, and how many Oscar awards I will win for best supporting actress, best actress, best screenplay, and best director.

(Yes, Dox. This is what I do in the bathroom most of the time.)

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I also dream of becoming a singer and I could also tell you of all my albums in chronological order as well as all the songs that will be in them including the 'best of' albums. Yes. ALBUMS. I thought it best to have at least 3 'best of' albums. One for every decade.

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I don't think of my being vain as being narcissistic. It's just my way of redeeming my tarnished, stepped-on, bruised and battered self-esteem that alot of people seem to just love to devalue.

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I either laugh at or react violently to stupidity. Other people's or mine.

That's just how I'm built.

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For the past 24 years, a lot of people have come and gone in my life...

I've learned to live with the fact that every now and then you need to cut people out of your life to avoid having to go through the same crap over and over again.

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I'm redundant and yet I hate redundancy.

In a way I kind of hate me, but not too much.

I love me, but I hate me.

I'm an oxymoron.

Oh wait I'm just a moron. Period.

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Oh and by the way... Stop using the English language like it's something that you can just toss around like a salad. If you don't know how, magTagalog ka na lang.

A lot of people are doing it. And seeing as you're such a wonderful conformist, why not do the same?

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You asked me why I got angry and I said that it was nothing.

But the truth is there's a fine line between lovers and friends.

...We've never been lovers, now we're not even friends.

Yes, I stole the lines from a song. What? It's playing on iTunes and I can't get it out of my head.

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Oh and you know what? If you want to say something, just say it. I won't get angry... What you're doing right now is making me more angry... It makes me want to kick the crap out of you.

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You know that movie with Meg Ryan and Tom Hanks where they're talking about being able to say what you want to say when you think it.

Yeah... I feel bad when that happens... And I apologize for whatever I've written.

I'd usually just delete this. But ehhh...

Why waste a perfectly good blog entry, mean as it may be?

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Time heals all wounds. I'll get over this. You'll get over this. And life will go on. Goodbye.

Thanks for everything and nothing all at the same time.