Danabelle in Eid Shorts

Gaahhh. I hate this. I know I wanted Eid to come, but I didn't want it to come so soon. Crud.

I was hoping Eid would come on Wednesday so that I wouldn't have to go to work on Thursday. But alas the moon guys, as it seems, don't like me very much.

Which is funny because I'm a lunatic. If anything they should love me.

Pfsh.

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So I went to the interview thing today. I would've nailed it, had I had a driver's license, unfortunately, I don't. But hey, it's all good. They're supposed to call me tomorrow to get me the schedule or something or other. However now, I'm a little reluctant.

But hey the guys were cool. Haha. They couldn't get over my accent. They kept asking if I was American or if I've been to the States. Hahaha. And one of them was American. Imagine that.

Haha. Nakabola na naman akerr. LMAO.

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This afternoon on the way home... Or it could have been morning on the way to work. I'm not sure, I'm asleep on both trips so it's all a bit floopy. Anyway, I've been thinking about being totally and completely honest about everything. It's all about doing the right thing and giving off what you want to get. Do you get what I'm saying?

Nevermind the fact that we're friends or what not. Nevermind the fact that I'd be viewed as a beeyotch (because I already am viewed as that with no extra effort from my part).

But then I thought, maybe I should just be supportive. But there's a line between being supportive and plain outright lying so as not to hurt anyone's feelings.

Where is that line? I still haven't found it... And so until then, I will just keep my mouth shut.

I wish other people would do that too. Or you know just be truthful. I can take it. I'm not a girl who cries at everything. Ok, wait, I am. But hey I don't need anyone buffering stuff up.

If it's not pretty, it's not pretty. Just because we're friends doesn't mean we need to BS each other by going, "Wow! Galing naman".

Go ahead, call me a beeyotch. You know I'm right.

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We've been watching ANTM for the past few days... And I gotta say that show's hella addictive.

And contagious!

It's got me clenching my jaw, and elongating my neck, and twisting my body. It's even got me posing in front of the bathroom mirror while I'm on the can. It helps when I'm trying to achieve that "fierce" look.

LMAO.

Easy, breezy, beautiful Cover Girl. Haha.

Seerussly, though. This is going to help a lot with my portraiture. It'd be easier for the model to mirror if I could get a good range of faces down correctly and not just give half-assed expressions like ":O", ":)", ";;)".

Y'know?!?! LOL.

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Sooo, I've been craving since this afternoon. What is up with that? I've been dreaming of BBQ ribs. Mmmm...

So I guess this means Hello December for me... Hello December 2009!

FTW! I have got to get it together. LMAO. Maybe after Eid. What? What else are you gonna do on the holidays except eat??? I mean, c'mon now!

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Here's a foonii storii. Haha.

Exactly right after my interview today, I received a long distance phone call from France. From a French "fotogrefer".

It's really cute. But it's fooniier if I tell you in person, so remember to ask me about it.

If you can't wait for us to meet... Ask Kisstian to tell you the story. Hehehe.

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Oooh! Oooh! Remember that time when I said I wanted to take tap, but couldn't find where?

I found it na! I'm hella excited. It starts on Saturday and ends on December.

Hihihi. I hope I find my rhythm. It kind of got me way back when, but I seem to have lost it somewhere. LOL.

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Can I just say that I miss you?

I really do. And I know it's not like me to step down from my imaginary pedestal, but here I am on the ground, placing my head beneath yours, saying that I wish it could be just like before.

Unfortunately, I guess it would just be impossible. We're all just too proud for that to happen and so many things have transpired. I never thought it would get to this, but there's just a lot of bad blood now. Sad, but true.

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PostSecret!!!

Weird is spelt weirdly. Probably because it's spelt wrong. But looking beyond that typo, I can actually relate to this. A little differently than how you're probably imagining... But if you know me and if you analyze the postcard, you'd know what this really means to me.

I really should've. Tsk.

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Remember the great big fantastic news from the last shorts edition?

Well it's almost done. Yayyy!!! Hihihi. It's still got a few kinks, but it's semi-done and it looks pretty good if I do say so myself. Of course, my opinion is biased but ehhh, click and see for yourself. :) Hihi. ---

http://www.danabellegutierrez.com

BTW, that's how the French "fotogrefer" found me, I think. LOL.

Extra special thanks to Ion & Raqz. You, two are the bestest! :) I love you both! Thank you!

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Anyhoos, I best get ready for bed.

:)

Eid Mubarak! Kullo a'am w' inta bkhair!