Saturday, September 13, 2008

All Apologies

Setting aside for a moment my indescribable need to be right, I am going to attempt to apologize. I say attempt, because I have no idea what I'm apologizing for. And those are the worst kinds of apologies if you've ever been apologized to. People saying they're sorry not knowing what they're sorry for. Pfsh. Hence, like I said, I am going to ATTEMPT to apologize.

I have no problems with apologies. I can spit out sorries without having to worry about wounding my ego, because I don't believe in that kind of crud. If I do something wrong in the smallest sense, I say sorry... But I just have to know what I'm being sorry for. Otherwise... I'm just spitting out a sorry excuse of an apology, just to apeace the powers that be. And by powers that be, I really do mean whoever it is that needs to be apologized to.

The appropriate thing is to apologize for the situation, but that, as it seems, still remains a mystery to me. Hence, I guess the best thing is to apologize for the defect in my character. I'm sorry for being calloused and insensitive. I'm sorry for not being able to understand whatever it is that needs to be understood. I'm sorry we're just not the same, not to say that that's a bad thing. It's ok. We're just different.

Of course, the thing with apologies is that after they are presented and offered, they can either be accepted or rejected.

So, I'm sorry.

...I'm sorry for being me.

And you can choose to accept me or reject me. But this is all I know. I'm sorry.

25 comments:

  1. you are forgiven for whatever it was. we all have no idea what you're apologizing for either. hehe. and i humbly apologize for whatever it is. :D

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  2. ah basta! hangcute ng avatar! hehehe!

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  3. I love you! mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

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  4. Haha. I hope so.

    I'm apologizing for a defect in my character. Tsk. That's all I can apologize for eh. LOL.

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  5. Ahaha. Thank you. Ah basta din. Ang pogi mo. Ba't wala ka nung Friday?

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  6. .... basta ako may cupcake...

    mwah!

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  7. Of course ikaw may cupcake. :) Hihihi. One dozen just for you. Chocolate + Kulay Green Flowers. :D

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  8. ok accept ko sorry mo. ako sorry din ha. apir..

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  9. Ahahaha.

    Ok. Sige. Accept ko din sorry mo. :) Bati na tayo ha? Hehehe. Apir.

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  10. ahhh basta habang makulit, masaya!!!!

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  11. oh yeah. no need to spill it over here

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  12. Yeah, well... Heart on my sleeve and everything, it all comes out. As usual and as always.

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  13. that's fine.

    but sometimes put it in between hearts and in the right place

    not to broadcast anywhere always.

    this is all i can share off gurl

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  14. My life is an open book. I have no secrets and I don't intend to have any.

    :) Of course that's my opinion. But then again it's also my life.

    Thanks.

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  15. everyone has secrets in life.

    u can never said that.

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  16. I have no secrets.

    If people ask, I tell them whatever it is that they want to or need to know.

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