F: Do you regret having to love someone as much knowing that it wouldn't last?
D: I'm not sure if love is something to be regretted. I guess at one point or another when I was actually still not over the person, I wished that I never did love them, because of how much it hurt... But when all is said and done and at the end of it, you get to realize that love was worth it.
...And that pain is part of it. It's what I actually miss now. Being heartbroken feels awful and great all at the same time. The pain lets you realize that you are capable of feeling such complex and truly larger than life emotions that fill your heart to the brim, so much so, that at times it feels like you just might burst.
Pinagsisisihan ko ba na minahal ko s'ya? Hindi.
At kahit pa pagsisihan ko, it's not something that I have control over... Everything will fall where they're supposed to.
I fell for him.
:-)
ReplyDeleteP.S.: I just saw this on PostSecret...
ReplyDeleteOne day, I know I'll be able to look back at all my past mistakes and say this to the person that I'm meant to be with.
Everything has fallen and will fall where they're supposed to.
Amen!
ReplyDeleteAhihihi. I miss you, Irogko! Mwahmwahmwah!
ReplyDeleteLapit na Thanksgiving. Yayyyy!
miss D, have a listen to God Bless the Broken Road by Rascal Flatts. It echoes the same sentiment as the postsecret above. God bless you, Miss D. :)
ReplyDeleteOne of my favorite songs, hon. :) Hihihi. Mmmwah!
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