Pearlescent

There definitely will be moments of clarity when you find yourself smack dab in the middle of confusion.

Yes. There is clarity in confusion. ...In that it allows you to take in all these random thoughts and place it in a big messy pile in your brain. So messy that even if you take a step back so that you can see the big picture, all it becomes is a bigger and messier picture. However, as messy as it seems to be, it looks absolutely grand. Because it is too messy, it has become a mess of epic proportions and that's what has become endearing about it. The fact that it's epic.

Don't you just love that word? Epic. It rolls of the tongue like you were meant to say it over and over and over again.

Epic. Epic. EPIC.

I love how words just come to you. Just out of the blue, it pops out and there you are with an epic look of suprise on your face as if to say, "Ok. So what am I supposed to do with this now?".

How something appears right now is what it is, yes. But if you turn it in the slightest bit it's appearance will change... It's still the same, but it's different. It's a conundrum. It's an oxymoron. It's an epic mess. It will stay that way. Revel in its pearlescence and let it be.