Dear Shorts,

I could be writing to a few different people or just one person in particular... I guess you could never really know for certain. There are just some things that are better left unexplained. It's more pure that way.

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Why do you seem to be so vindictive? What did I ever do for you to loathe me so... Is it because of the blogs? Did you read it and know that it was you? I suppose I could just be paranoid... Because I'm malignantly self-absorbed thinking that all your actions and reactions, of course, are somehow directed at me.

But really, I have to say, there's sarcastic, and then there's just plain mean.

And I really don't understand it. Is it a guy thing? Because I'm looking at it through Gemini eyes and I still can't understand your hostility... Then you turn around and become all sweet, which makes it even harder to decipher what you're thinking exactly.

Just so you know... You hurt me sometimes.

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There are moments when I wish that you would just say something and break the silence. I would do it, except I'm afraid that if I do, it would just ruin everything. And so I sit in silence, listening in the shadows... Who thought I'd be in this position? It was supposed to be the other way around.

Or at least, that's what I thought.

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Just so you know, I would love you with all of me if you gave me the chance... No wait, that sounded too desperate. Even for me. Nonetheless, I guess that to some degree it's true.

The problem is, one moment you're too sweet for words and the next minute you're just keeping me at arm's length. Close, but not close enough.

Am I asking for too much? I'm sorry if I am... I'm just a girl that way, I guess.

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Everything depends on perception... You shouldn't let the little things get to you, but sometimes it's the little things that count.

Snippets that are presented to you could be a preview of what's to come or a warning...

...Either way, I'm wishing for you. Good or bad. Better or worse. I'll just be standing here, blowing kisses to the wind, heart on my sleeve and everything.


As Always,
D.