Monday, November 30, 2009
Danabelle in "Two-Days-Ago" Shorts
I've been on hyper movie marathon.
In one day, I saw Madagascar 2, The Ramen Girl, Duplicity, and The Accidental Husband.
Loved all of them.
The Ramen Girl most especially. What? It's a chick flick. I'm a chick. Go figure.
As of this current present moment, I have unexaggeratedly only had about 13 minutes of sleep, most likely less. ...I got a look at myself on the bathroom mirror and I kid you not, I so look like Sally. A fatter version, of course. Woe is me.
Sooo... I suppose this brings us up to speed.
:)
How've you been?
I miss you, I hope you know.
Really. Really really.
Oh but, I best get to bed... The beach beckons. Must. Get. Up. At. 6am. FTW. LOL.
Happy Holidays!
Kisslovekisslove!
In one day, I saw Madagascar 2, The Ramen Girl, Duplicity, and The Accidental Husband.
Loved all of them.
The Ramen Girl most especially. What? It's a chick flick. I'm a chick. Go figure.
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As of this current present moment, I have unexaggeratedly only had about 13 minutes of sleep, most likely less. ...I got a look at myself on the bathroom mirror and I kid you not, I so look like Sally. A fatter version, of course. Woe is me.
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Sooo... I haven't been on here for a while, eh?
:( I miss them already.
...I actually missed them about two minutes after we dropped them off at the airport.
Hayyysss... Sana Summer na!!! :)
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Eric & his lovely wife Lea.
The Ramirezes
I know they're Ramirezes right? So, you would think that we were the ones related to them... But actually, it's Teatah. Lea is her cousin.
I miss her. :) Hihi.
Her face doesn't invade my blogs anymore. :( Sad.
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Sooo... I haven't been on here for a while, eh?
It's 'cause they were here and I was wayyy too busy having fun. :)
:( I miss them already.
...I actually missed them about two minutes after we dropped them off at the airport.
Hayyysss... Sana Summer na!!! :)
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Sooo... Saturday...
We went to Discovery Gardens to celebrate Eric Ramirez's Birthday.
We went to Discovery Gardens to celebrate Eric Ramirez's Birthday.
Eric & his lovely wife Lea.The RamirezesI know they're Ramirezes right? So, you would think that we were the ones related to them... But actually, it's Teatah. Lea is her cousin.
I miss her. :) Hihi.Her face doesn't invade my blogs anymore. :( Sad.
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I wrote those (points up) shorts two days ago and saved it on the thing... I'm only editting it now, because I've been on hurricane decorating mode...
Monday...
I brought the tree (Note: Hella huge) out from the bodega.
Three boxes, just for one tree. I told you it's hella huge.
Ta-da! I moved it to the other side of the room 'cause since I'm very very sexy, I end up bumping into the tree everytime I walk through the thing.
I complain, but I actually had fun. This season just makes all sorts of chores seem like fun. IDKW.
Today (Ok, technically Wednesday is now Yesterday, and today is now tomorrow. but since it's my blog and I'm getting hella confused, can we just stick with "Today"? Please? Thanks.):
Mami took out the other decorations from the other bodega.
...And so a boxplotion happened in the Gutierrez home.
The horror... Think of the children! Btw, we can now have tea parties in my room.
Tea parties with ambient lighting too!
This year's color scheme: Red, Gold, & Purple.
...Or Champagne, Gold, American Beauty, and Deep Wine if you want to get all technical about it.
Of course, since I'm super duper gentle, I broke this thing. :-/
I was going to use it as tinsel, but it all looked incredibly messy...
...So I did this instead:
Errr...
This pala. LOL.
Oyayyy!
There's still a lot more to be done, but those three picturegraphs are what I've been able to finish today.
Don't you just love this color scheme? If this color scheme were a guy, I'd marry it... Hahaha. I'm being silly, I know... I mean seriously, a color scheme that looks this good would most likely be gay.
LOL.
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I brought the tree (Note: Hella huge) out from the bodega.
Three boxes, just for one tree. I told you it's hella huge.Ta-da! I moved it to the other side of the room 'cause since I'm very very sexy, I end up bumping into the tree everytime I walk through the thing.Tuesday:
I had to put string through 48 champagne-colored balls, because Ikea thought it would be hella funny to let a tubby girl with chubby fingers fidget for hours trying to knot tiny gold strings onto Christmas balls.
I had to put string through 48 champagne-colored balls, because Ikea thought it would be hella funny to let a tubby girl with chubby fingers fidget for hours trying to knot tiny gold strings onto Christmas balls.
I complain, but I actually had fun. This season just makes all sorts of chores seem like fun. IDKW.Today (Ok, technically Wednesday is now Yesterday, and today is now tomorrow. but since it's my blog and I'm getting hella confused, can we just stick with "Today"? Please? Thanks.):
Mami took out the other decorations from the other bodega.
...And so a boxplotion happened in the Gutierrez home.
The horror... Think of the children! Btw, we can now have tea parties in my room.Tea parties with ambient lighting too!This year's color scheme: Red, Gold, & Purple....Or Champagne, Gold, American Beauty, and Deep Wine if you want to get all technical about it.Of course, since I'm super duper gentle, I broke this thing. :-/I was going to use it as tinsel, but it all looked incredibly messy......So I did this instead:
Errr...This pala. LOL.Oyayyy!There's still a lot more to be done, but those three picturegraphs are what I've been able to finish today.
Don't you just love this color scheme? If this color scheme were a guy, I'd marry it... Hahaha. I'm being silly, I know... I mean seriously, a color scheme that looks this good would most likely be gay.
LOL.
Sooo... I suppose this brings us up to speed.
:)
How've you been?
I miss you, I hope you know.
Really. Really really.
Oh but, I best get to bed... The beach beckons. Must. Get. Up. At. 6am. FTW. LOL.
Happy Holidays!
Kisslovekisslove!
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Dear PostSingle,
Today, two friends talked to me about the pressing issue of being single. ...And though I get that a lot, and it often gets old, I really didn't mind talking about it with these two because they were sort of on the same boat.
Friend #1: Musta ka na?
D: Ok naman. Ikaw?
Friend #2: Ito dramadramahan.
D: Hahaha. Pareho lang tayo.
Friend #2: Single ka din?
Yeah, and I've been single for six years. Fancy that? It scares me a little bit. Relationships, I mean. No, I don't intend to be single forever, but to actually enter couplehood slightly worries me. I'm terrible at relationships. The truth is I think it was when I was in a relationship that I was probably the worst version of myself. But, even with that knowledge, I still want to be in a relationship. A real one. And I want to prove to everyone and most especially to myself that I really am capable of handling it well. ...enough.
Friend #2: I have a friend who met her boyfriend last August. Two months later they got married. How's that for romance? I never really thought that it was possible 'til I saw it for real.
D: Yeah... Well, when you know, you know. You know?
I don't know if I've said this before, but I feel like I know too much... And though that knowledge keeps me from either wasting my time, or wasting someone else's time, or worse yet, getting deeply hurt, I feel that the same knowledge is keeping me from probably gaining more knowledge by making mistakes. I find that I'm always trying to be on the safe side... All. The. Darn. Time. And by looking at a circumstance from the onset, if I'm not able to find an emergency escape route, I probably won't get into it.
Maybe I want too much... I want to know, when I know, you know? It's that certainty that just comes to you, I guess. And I want to get into a relationship that has an emergency escape route that I will never need. Because I want to be in it for good.
It's funny, because I usually complain about being single and I attribute it to the lack of men... But that's not entirely true... There are a lot of men, they're just ... wrong. They'll just waste my time or I'll end up wasting theirs. And they also can't hurt me. ...Yeah, you read that right. 'Cause, see, a guy who can't hurt you deeply isn't worth the trouble. He really isn't.
And so therein lies my problem... There are a lot of men. And any of these men are possibly capable of really hurting me.
...I just won't let them.
So yes, I'm single.
As Always,
D.
Quotable Quote: One Tree Hill
N: What happened to us? We were great together.
P: Nah, we just had a lot of sex.
Blahahaha.
P: Nah, we just had a lot of sex.
Blahahaha.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Dear 02:13,
An hour ago, for about four minutes and two seconds, I toyed with the idea of just going back to that comfortably miserable stage in my life that lasted a decade. The stage where I was in love with you, the idea of you, and the idea of loving you.
I thought about how great it would be if I were to just still be in love with you without you ever knowing it...
I thought about how epic it would seem that I would just long for you knowing that what I long for could never be realized and yet, I would still be there equipped with such unwavering love for you, never asking or wanting anything in return, just loving you.
I thought about how terrible it was to just give up on love like that. How selfish! That just because my idea of how love was supposed to be between you and me was not realized in the way that I thought it should, did that mean that I should just give up loving you?
I thought about how I moved on from that place where you left me and how selfish that act was. That because I had to get on with my life; And that I had to think of myself; And that I should stop loving someone who would not be able to return that love, because I deserve better.
Love is supposed to be patient and it is supposed to endure... Who gets to have a say on how long that patience is supposed to be? Who gets to have a say on what is perceived as idiotic or what constitutes as martyrdom when it comes to loving somebody? I mean, ultimately, loving somebody is sacrificing yourself.
And I feel that these thoughts are taunting me, because I'll probably never know whether my decision to move on was for the best or that my decision to stop loving you was right.
Forgive me. It's just that this song gets me everytime... And everytime I hear it, for about four minutes and two seconds, I'm haunted by the love that I gave up.
As Always,
D.
I thought about how great it would be if I were to just still be in love with you without you ever knowing it...
I thought about how epic it would seem that I would just long for you knowing that what I long for could never be realized and yet, I would still be there equipped with such unwavering love for you, never asking or wanting anything in return, just loving you.
I thought about how terrible it was to just give up on love like that. How selfish! That just because my idea of how love was supposed to be between you and me was not realized in the way that I thought it should, did that mean that I should just give up loving you?
I thought about how I moved on from that place where you left me and how selfish that act was. That because I had to get on with my life; And that I had to think of myself; And that I should stop loving someone who would not be able to return that love, because I deserve better.
Love is supposed to be patient and it is supposed to endure... Who gets to have a say on how long that patience is supposed to be? Who gets to have a say on what is perceived as idiotic or what constitutes as martyrdom when it comes to loving somebody? I mean, ultimately, loving somebody is sacrificing yourself.
And I feel that these thoughts are taunting me, because I'll probably never know whether my decision to move on was for the best or that my decision to stop loving you was right.
Forgive me. It's just that this song gets me everytime... And everytime I hear it, for about four minutes and two seconds, I'm haunted by the love that I gave up.
As Always,
D.
Friday, November 27, 2009
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Monday, November 23, 2009
Dear Love,
I woke up just a few hours ago...
...But now, I feel like sleeping again.
If only to be haunted with dreams of you.
...I'd sleep forever.
As Always,
D.
...But now, I feel like sleeping again.
If only to be haunted with dreams of you.
...I'd sleep forever.
As Always,
D.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Dear Ami,
Do you know that song by Joshua Radin? It's the duet with his girlfriend.
It's exactly how I want us to be... I know it'll never happen, but as I sit here at 3:50am, with the song on loop in the background, I can't help, but daydream about staying up all night staring at you and having it feel like the first time, wanting to write down every word you say, not wanting to forget it, and just being happy to lay there with you, not having to worry or wonder what's on my mind, because you'll know that it's you.
Just you.
And just so you know, I'll give up and let you win... Always.
I want to feel you next me. Skin on skin. Breathing in what you're breathing out...
What? It's a daydream... It's all it is.
As Always,
D.
P.S.: iLy. <3
It's exactly how I want us to be... I know it'll never happen, but as I sit here at 3:50am, with the song on loop in the background, I can't help, but daydream about staying up all night staring at you and having it feel like the first time, wanting to write down every word you say, not wanting to forget it, and just being happy to lay there with you, not having to worry or wonder what's on my mind, because you'll know that it's you.
Just you.
And just so you know, I'll give up and let you win... Always.
I want to feel you next me. Skin on skin. Breathing in what you're breathing out...
What? It's a daydream... It's all it is.
As Always,
D.
P.S.: iLy. <3
Make-up Monday (Semi-shorts) - Nailing it...
Hey girls.
:)
I'm sorry... My blogging-responsibility bone must be missing.
But I'm here now!
I know I sound like a broken record, but I really am sorry.
I missed you all.
What have y'all been up to?
I've been busy with a couple of things:
...My bffae and her family is in town until this Thursday (Yayyy!).
...Trying to get a job. (LOL.)
...Studying. (Not so much now, 'cause I've been busy havin' fun with the Aures. Hehehe. What? It's kind of like an unofficial semestral break or something.)
...Eating. (Yeah, the diet is kind of on hold. Hahayyy...)
...Doing some guy. Este... Nailing some guy... Errr... I meant, doing my nails.
Anuvey? Haha.
Sooo... I know I posted a note somewhere here a long long time ago about having awesome mauve and white paisley fingernails, and here they are...
Aren't they <3? Hihi.
These were fun. We were at the mall yesterday and I was making usyoso the new LG Chocolate phone (Might I interest anyone in giving me that for Christmas?). When I reached over to touch the phone the promotion lady was all like OMGiLurveYourNails... Hihi.
These are fresh. Just did them like an hour ago... Those are supposed to be orange and purple, I think I might have mucked up the colors in the picturegraph. Sorry.
Have I told y'all about this little gem? I so love it. If you still don't have it, get it. I think it's AED20 and worth every fil.
I got new plates from Konad. I so love that thing. Oh and I caved and bought their hella expensive black "special nail polish", because my hella cheaps black nailpolish wouldn't stick to the thing.
Irog brought me pasalubong. I love them! She's so sweet. I love her. :)
Hihi.
So yeah, I've kinda been busy with my nails.
Oooh! My face!
LOL.
Face
Blemishes and undereye concealer - Skinfood Rice Concealer
Base - Skinfood's BB Cream in 2 + Everyday Minerals Summer Bronzer
Blush - Everyday Minerals Dusty Miller
Shimmer - E.L.F.'s Healthy Bronzing Powder in Luminance
Eyes
Crease - Everyday Minerals Chamomile
Outerlid - Everyday Minerals Pressed Olive
Highlight and Underbrow - Everyday Minerals Daffodils
Mascara - Clinique High Impact Mascara in Brown
Eyebrows - E.L.F.'s Treat & Tame Brow Mascara
Eyeliner - E.L.F.'s Waterproof Eyeliner Pen in Brown
Lips
E.L.F.'s Luscious Liquid Lipstick in Pink Lemonade
Here's the B&W version, just because I look prettier in B&W. Haha.
The current headshot.
:)
I'm sorry... My blogging-responsibility bone must be missing.
But I'm here now!
I know I sound like a broken record, but I really am sorry.
I missed you all.
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What have y'all been up to?
I've been busy with a couple of things:
...My bffae and her family is in town until this Thursday (Yayyy!).
...Trying to get a job. (LOL.)
...Studying. (Not so much now, 'cause I've been busy havin' fun with the Aures. Hehehe. What? It's kind of like an unofficial semestral break or something.)
...Eating. (Yeah, the diet is kind of on hold. Hahayyy...)
...Doing some guy. Este... Nailing some guy... Errr... I meant, doing my nails.
Anuvey? Haha.
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Sooo... I know I posted a note somewhere here a long long time ago about having awesome mauve and white paisley fingernails, and here they are...
Aren't they <3? Hihi.These were fun. We were at the mall yesterday and I was making usyoso the new LG Chocolate phone (Might I interest anyone in giving me that for Christmas?). When I reached over to touch the phone the promotion lady was all like OMGiLurveYourNails... Hihi.These are fresh. Just did them like an hour ago... Those are supposed to be orange and purple, I think I might have mucked up the colors in the picturegraph. Sorry.Have I told y'all about this little gem? I so love it. If you still don't have it, get it. I think it's AED20 and worth every fil.I got new plates from Konad. I so love that thing. Oh and I caved and bought their hella expensive black "special nail polish", because my hella cheaps black nailpolish wouldn't stick to the thing.Irog brought me pasalubong. I love them! She's so sweet. I love her. :)Hihi.
So yeah, I've kinda been busy with my nails.
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Everyday Minerals has released their winter line for 2009!
I so definitely want to get them...
...But, alas I am broke.
LOL.
E.L.F. is offering 50% off on their mineral line for the holidays.
The code is HOLIDAYMINERALS.
The lipsticks, lipglosses, and eyeshadows are worth it, but I'd skip the foundations... EDM's are still better.
------------------------------------------------------------------I so definitely want to get them...
...But, alas I am broke.
LOL.
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E.L.F. is offering 50% off on their mineral line for the holidays.
The code is HOLIDAYMINERALS.
The lipsticks, lipglosses, and eyeshadows are worth it, but I'd skip the foundations... EDM's are still better.
Oooh! My face!
LOL.
Face
Blemishes and undereye concealer - Skinfood Rice Concealer
Base - Skinfood's BB Cream in 2 + Everyday Minerals Summer Bronzer
Blush - Everyday Minerals Dusty Miller
Shimmer - E.L.F.'s Healthy Bronzing Powder in Luminance
Eyes
Crease - Everyday Minerals Chamomile
Outerlid - Everyday Minerals Pressed Olive
Highlight and Underbrow - Everyday Minerals Daffodils
Mascara - Clinique High Impact Mascara in Brown
Eyebrows - E.L.F.'s Treat & Tame Brow Mascara
Eyeliner - E.L.F.'s Waterproof Eyeliner Pen in Brown
Lips
E.L.F.'s Luscious Liquid Lipstick in Pink Lemonade
Here's the B&W version, just because I look prettier in B&W. Haha.
The current headshot.------------------------------------------------------------------
Kikay Kwestyon
Perfectly polished... What's your nail polish style? Do you like it simple or over the top? Do you change it every so often or only when you have to?
Kikay Kwestyon
Perfectly polished... What's your nail polish style? Do you like it simple or over the top? Do you change it every so often or only when you have to?
Friday, November 20, 2009
To WHOSE it may concern
Bwahahaha.
Sorry B., break time muna sa pagsulat ng lovenotes mo.
...Kasi...
Gusto kong tumawa.
Bwahahaha.
Tawa tayo.
Nyahahaha.
Kasi nakakatawa.
Bananyahahahaha.
As Always,
D.
Sorry B., break time muna sa pagsulat ng lovenotes mo.
...Kasi...
Gusto kong tumawa.
Bwahahaha.
Tawa tayo.
Nyahahaha.
Kasi nakakatawa.
Bananyahahahaha.
As Always,
D.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Dear Matt,
Napanaginipan na naman kita, tapos...
...X-rated yung dream.
Nyahahahaha.
Yun lang.
As Always,
D.
...X-rated yung dream.
Nyahahahaha.
Yun lang.
As Always,
D.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Dear Michael,
Dreaming of you has a certain domino-principle-esque quality to it... In that just one dream, JUST ONE, sends me on a blown out 24/7 thoughts and daydreams buffet of you.
So yes, I thought of you all day today. And all day yesterday. And I'm betting that I'd end up thinking of you all day tomorrow, too.
It happened two years ago and it's happening again now. What's keeping this from totally going out of control is that you are not as accessible as you used to be. Actually, wait that's not true. You are more accessible now. At least, outwardly, it seems that way... But your thoughts and everything else seems like it's locked away somewhere and there's no way for me to get to it.
Actually, wait, it's more like an oxymoron... How you're so close and yet so far. So so far. I would be bothered or saddened by this, but the fact that I am an oxymoron myself, helps a bit. That and I'm also a moron...
I'm moronic enough to think that maybe, just maybe, there's the slightest bit of hope that "we" could actually exist. ...Even if you don't talk to me. Even if you don't look at me. Even if you don't even notice me.
Sigh.
I know I wrote to you about this before and I don't know how or why, but I have this insane notion that this could actually work. I have a strong feeling that if we could just get to that point, that point being "us", then everything would just work. Granted, drama is always good, but "us", my definition of "us", that is, would be so much better. So much more...
...If we could only get to that point.
The point of us.
It seems so close and yet so far... Actually, wait, no... It just seems too far now.
I suppose that's why you insist on invading my dreams... Because that's the only place that you could exist.
As Always,
D.
P.S.: What is it with me and this unbelievable penchant for wanting impossible?
So yes, I thought of you all day today. And all day yesterday. And I'm betting that I'd end up thinking of you all day tomorrow, too.
It happened two years ago and it's happening again now. What's keeping this from totally going out of control is that you are not as accessible as you used to be. Actually, wait that's not true. You are more accessible now. At least, outwardly, it seems that way... But your thoughts and everything else seems like it's locked away somewhere and there's no way for me to get to it.
Actually, wait, it's more like an oxymoron... How you're so close and yet so far. So so far. I would be bothered or saddened by this, but the fact that I am an oxymoron myself, helps a bit. That and I'm also a moron...
I'm moronic enough to think that maybe, just maybe, there's the slightest bit of hope that "we" could actually exist. ...Even if you don't talk to me. Even if you don't look at me. Even if you don't even notice me.
Sigh.
I know I wrote to you about this before and I don't know how or why, but I have this insane notion that this could actually work. I have a strong feeling that if we could just get to that point, that point being "us", then everything would just work. Granted, drama is always good, but "us", my definition of "us", that is, would be so much better. So much more...
...If we could only get to that point.
The point of us.
It seems so close and yet so far... Actually, wait, no... It just seems too far now.
I suppose that's why you insist on invading my dreams... Because that's the only place that you could exist.
As Always,
D.
P.S.: What is it with me and this unbelievable penchant for wanting impossible?
Monday, November 16, 2009
Dear Green Day,
Napanaginipan kita ulit kagabi... Napanaginipan ko na naisipan mo rin akong kausapin... At hindi lang yun, bumisita ka pa dito sa bahay.
Ang saya saya.
Nakangiti nga ako pag-gising ko eh. Kahit panaginip lang, masaya parin. Sana magkatotoo, pero...
...Mukhang malabo...
Ni hindi mo nga ako pinapansin. Kakausapin pa at bibisitahin. Ang labo, diba?
O sige na... Good night na. Matutulog na ako. Baka kasi mapanaginipan kita ulit. Sayang naman, para kahit sa panaginip na lang, makita kita at makasama.
As Always,
D.
P.S.: Wag ka na dyan sa panaginip... Mag-katawang tao ka na. Mahigit dalawang taon ka ng nangugulo ng tulog ako. Gisingin mo naman ako, huy...
Ang saya saya.
Nakangiti nga ako pag-gising ko eh. Kahit panaginip lang, masaya parin. Sana magkatotoo, pero...
...Mukhang malabo...
Ni hindi mo nga ako pinapansin. Kakausapin pa at bibisitahin. Ang labo, diba?
O sige na... Good night na. Matutulog na ako. Baka kasi mapanaginipan kita ulit. Sayang naman, para kahit sa panaginip na lang, makita kita at makasama.
As Always,
D.
P.S.: Wag ka na dyan sa panaginip... Mag-katawang tao ka na. Mahigit dalawang taon ka ng nangugulo ng tulog ako. Gisingin mo naman ako, huy...
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Friday, November 13, 2009
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Kwarto - Act 1, Scene 2
(Still the same monologue over vignette. However the monologue scenes now have darker dramatic lighting and Winter's voice takes on a darker slightly husky tone. Yung parang kaiiyak lang.)
WINTER
At ayun na nga... Hindi ako mapakali. Minahal pala n'ya ako all that time... Ang tanga tanga ko lang at hindi ko napansin.
Ok na sana... Madali lang naman magmove on. Gwapo naman ako at macho pa. Ok na sana, pero binigay pa sa'kin ng tadhana ang VIP seats sa Sunny & Summer Show.
Bussett.
(In the classroom, Winter is seated behind both Sunny & Summer)
Sunny
Summer, chocolates for you.
Summer
Sunny cherie... Merci.
Hindi ko maintindihan kung anong nagustuhan ni Summer kay Sunny. Eh bukod sa overrated ang kagwapuhan n'ya... Medyo bobo pa.
(Scenes of Sunny being an idiot.)
Bastos pa.
(Scenes of Sunny being a jerk.)
Hindi lang yun... Maliit pa ang kanyang ehem.
(Winter is at the school gym' shower with Sunny and he inadvertently sees Sunny's Little Tiny Tim.)
Actually... I'm lying. Ang totoo n'yan. Matalino si Sunny.
(Scenes of Sunny being a model student.)
Gentleman.
(Scenes of Sunny being a gentleman.)
At ... nakakainsecure s'ya.
(Same shower scene but this time, Winter inadvertently sees Sunny's giant and is seen feeling rather self-conscious.)
Bitter lang ako. Kasi ako dapat ang mahal ni Summer. AKO! Pero... Kahit anong gawin ko... Wala na si Summer sa'kin.
Kahit anong pagpapa-cute at pagpapa-cool ang gawin ko.
(Winter goes to school trying different types of "scene" looks from rockstar to emo to preppy to James Bond-like. )
Kahit anong pagpapa-pansin.
(Scenes of Winter trying to get Summer's attention, but Summer doesn't seem to notice.)
(At home, Winter is seen watching television that is showing the Axe commercial.)
Naligo din ako sa Axe, para may Axe effect...
(Winter is seen buying a cartful of Axe deo at the grocery.)
Pero wala din.
(Winter goes to school bathed in cologne and all the other girls follow him, but Summer seems unfazed.)
Kay Sunny na talaga s'ya...
Na-depress ako.
(Timelapse scene of Winter not leaving his bedroom, just walking around, or sitting down, or lying in bed crying.)
...At nagsuicide ako.
(Winter is seen jumping off a bulding but is halted in mid-air.)
Joke lang.
(Winter's monologue seen brightens.)
Ano ako? Bale? Pfsh. Sasayangin ko ba ang kagwapuhan kong ito? Ng dahil lang sa isang makulit na babaeng kulot ang buhok, na baluktot magsalita, at amoy kape at yosi? Hindi siguro.
Nagka-girlfriend ako... Yung bago kong seatmate si Des, short for December.
Wow. What a bombshell.
(Slow motion scene of December being all sexayyy.)
But don't let all that sexiness fool you... Let me tell you, she's all kinds of crazy.
(Winter's "suicide jump" in mid-air plays again. As it appears, He and December are basejumping.)
Ang sarap n'ya sa kama... Ehem. Este ang sarap n'yang kasama.
(Scenes of Winter and December having uhmm ... fun.)
Sweet s'ya.
(December touches Winter in his nice parts while in the classroom and Winter is taken aback.)
...Pero... Hindi s'ya si Summer.
(Winter and December are seen in the garden.)
Winter
Des, I hope you don't take this the wrong way.
December
I'll take it however you want me to, honey.
Winter
Des, seryoso.
December
I am serious, baby...
Winter
Des, I don't think I'm being fair to you.
December
You naughty boy! Go to my room.
Winter
(Exasperated) DES! Teka lang. Ang gulo mo... Nakikipag-break na ako.
December
(Flippantly) Ok. Now let's go have some breakup sex.
Winter
Ha? Des, teka, what?
December
(Enunciates) Break-up sex.
Winter
Puro ka na lang sex. Sex. Sex. Sex.
December
Teka, baket ikaw ang galit, ikaw ang nakikipagbreak... Tsaka teka, enjoy ka naman eh.
Winter
(Sheepishly) Sorry. Yeah, pero... Break na tayo.
December
Kaya nga break-up sex eh.
Winter
Wag ganon. Hindi ako ganon.
December
Eh ganon ako eh. Wala kang magagawa.
Winter
No.
December
Yes.
Winter
NO!
December
(Feeling hot and bothered) Yes!!!
Winter
December, I said, "No."
December
(As if she's having an orgasm) Yes!
Winter
(Looks at her weirdly but continues on to say:) No.
December
Oh yes, yes, yes!!! (December walks away.) Bye, baby.
Winter
(Still sitting in the garden looks bewildered.) What happened here? ...I feel so used.
At ayun na nga... Hindi ako mapakali. Minahal pala n'ya ako all that time... Ang tanga tanga ko lang at hindi ko napansin.
Ok na sana... Madali lang naman magmove on. Gwapo naman ako at macho pa. Ok na sana, pero binigay pa sa'kin ng tadhana ang VIP seats sa Sunny & Summer Show.
Bussett.
(In the classroom, Winter is seated behind both Sunny & Summer)
Sunny
Summer, chocolates for you.
Summer
Sunny cherie... Merci.
Hindi ko maintindihan kung anong nagustuhan ni Summer kay Sunny. Eh bukod sa overrated ang kagwapuhan n'ya... Medyo bobo pa.
(Scenes of Sunny being an idiot.)
Bastos pa.
(Scenes of Sunny being a jerk.)
Hindi lang yun... Maliit pa ang kanyang ehem.
(Winter is at the school gym' shower with Sunny and he inadvertently sees Sunny's Little Tiny Tim.)
Actually... I'm lying. Ang totoo n'yan. Matalino si Sunny.
(Scenes of Sunny being a model student.)
Gentleman.
(Scenes of Sunny being a gentleman.)
At ... nakakainsecure s'ya.
(Same shower scene but this time, Winter inadvertently sees Sunny's giant and is seen feeling rather self-conscious.)
Bitter lang ako. Kasi ako dapat ang mahal ni Summer. AKO! Pero... Kahit anong gawin ko... Wala na si Summer sa'kin.
Kahit anong pagpapa-cute at pagpapa-cool ang gawin ko.
(Winter goes to school trying different types of "scene" looks from rockstar to emo to preppy to James Bond-like. )
Kahit anong pagpapa-pansin.
(Scenes of Winter trying to get Summer's attention, but Summer doesn't seem to notice.)
(At home, Winter is seen watching television that is showing the Axe commercial.)
Naligo din ako sa Axe, para may Axe effect...
(Winter is seen buying a cartful of Axe deo at the grocery.)
Pero wala din.
(Winter goes to school bathed in cologne and all the other girls follow him, but Summer seems unfazed.)
Kay Sunny na talaga s'ya...
Na-depress ako.
(Timelapse scene of Winter not leaving his bedroom, just walking around, or sitting down, or lying in bed crying.)
...At nagsuicide ako.
(Winter is seen jumping off a bulding but is halted in mid-air.)
Joke lang.
(Winter's monologue seen brightens.)
Ano ako? Bale? Pfsh. Sasayangin ko ba ang kagwapuhan kong ito? Ng dahil lang sa isang makulit na babaeng kulot ang buhok, na baluktot magsalita, at amoy kape at yosi? Hindi siguro.
Nagka-girlfriend ako... Yung bago kong seatmate si Des, short for December.
Wow. What a bombshell.
(Slow motion scene of December being all sexayyy.)
But don't let all that sexiness fool you... Let me tell you, she's all kinds of crazy.
(Winter's "suicide jump" in mid-air plays again. As it appears, He and December are basejumping.)
Ang sarap n'ya sa kama... Ehem. Este ang sarap n'yang kasama.
(Scenes of Winter and December having uhmm ... fun.)
Sweet s'ya.
(December touches Winter in his nice parts while in the classroom and Winter is taken aback.)
...Pero... Hindi s'ya si Summer.
(Winter and December are seen in the garden.)
Winter
Des, I hope you don't take this the wrong way.
December
I'll take it however you want me to, honey.
Winter
Des, seryoso.
December
I am serious, baby...
Winter
Des, I don't think I'm being fair to you.
December
You naughty boy! Go to my room.
Winter
(Exasperated) DES! Teka lang. Ang gulo mo... Nakikipag-break na ako.
December
(Flippantly) Ok. Now let's go have some breakup sex.
Winter
Ha? Des, teka, what?
December
(Enunciates) Break-up sex.
Winter
Puro ka na lang sex. Sex. Sex. Sex.
December
Teka, baket ikaw ang galit, ikaw ang nakikipagbreak... Tsaka teka, enjoy ka naman eh.
Winter
(Sheepishly) Sorry. Yeah, pero... Break na tayo.
December
Kaya nga break-up sex eh.
Winter
Wag ganon. Hindi ako ganon.
December
Eh ganon ako eh. Wala kang magagawa.
Winter
No.
December
Yes.
Winter
NO!
December
(Feeling hot and bothered) Yes!!!
Winter
December, I said, "No."
December
(As if she's having an orgasm) Yes!
Winter
(Looks at her weirdly but continues on to say:) No.
December
Oh yes, yes, yes!!! (December walks away.) Bye, baby.
Winter
(Still sitting in the garden looks bewildered.) What happened here? ...I feel so used.
Dear A.,
Most days, I usually don't give a crap. And I choose to just walk over and look past everything.
...But of course, with everything, there is a balance and so to make up for all the times where I'm just an unfeeling rock, there are days when I'm just annoyed enough to be seething with anger that you can actually see my eyes turn red and smoke come out of my ears.
Here's the deal, monsieur, I don't friggin' care about what the heck is going on with your life, but for you to actually act like a retard is infuriating. I feel as if it is my duty to call the authorities and have you checked into a special care facility where you rightfully belong.
What part of just not caring can you not accept? Is it so hard to see each other, but not look at each other or to be in the same place, but not talk and just simply not care about each other? I can live with it, why can't you? Why do you have to be so effin' vindictive? Like everybody has to hate me because you do.
Did you think I wouldn't find out? Like I said, things have a way of finding me...
Oh wait a minute... Is that it? Are you scared of what people might find out through me. Hahaha. That's fresh. I take it back. You're not a retard. That's actually a pretty smart move. Well done, monsieur.
Breathe easy. Your secret's safe with me, you ungrateful son of a gun.
As Always,
D.
...But of course, with everything, there is a balance and so to make up for all the times where I'm just an unfeeling rock, there are days when I'm just annoyed enough to be seething with anger that you can actually see my eyes turn red and smoke come out of my ears.
Here's the deal, monsieur, I don't friggin' care about what the heck is going on with your life, but for you to actually act like a retard is infuriating. I feel as if it is my duty to call the authorities and have you checked into a special care facility where you rightfully belong.
What part of just not caring can you not accept? Is it so hard to see each other, but not look at each other or to be in the same place, but not talk and just simply not care about each other? I can live with it, why can't you? Why do you have to be so effin' vindictive? Like everybody has to hate me because you do.
Did you think I wouldn't find out? Like I said, things have a way of finding me...
Oh wait a minute... Is that it? Are you scared of what people might find out through me. Hahaha. That's fresh. I take it back. You're not a retard. That's actually a pretty smart move. Well done, monsieur.
Breathe easy. Your secret's safe with me, you ungrateful son of a gun.
As Always,
D.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Monday, November 9, 2009
Dear Pillow,
I fell asleep on the couch again. I woke up feeling that something was not right, as you usually feel when you wake up where you're not supposed to have fallen asleep...
And yes, I was not supposed to fall asleep on the couch, but really the feeling was more about not waking up in your arms to the rhythmic sound of your beating heart.
Where are you? Are you on your way? Please be here soon. I'm sleepy and I need your chest as my pillow. LOL.
As Always,
D.
P.S.: BTW, I love you. :)
And yes, I was not supposed to fall asleep on the couch, but really the feeling was more about not waking up in your arms to the rhythmic sound of your beating heart.
Where are you? Are you on your way? Please be here soon. I'm sleepy and I need your chest as my pillow. LOL.
As Always,
D.
P.S.: BTW, I love you. :)
Videoke
S: Ano yan nasa status mo?
D: 99 Luftballons. Naka-loop sa iTunes. Wala lang. 80s Trip.
S: Nyahahaha.
D: Teka.. Ito dabes. Ismud kremenel
S: Ahhhh yung Mikol Jekson.
D: Yessss. Annie ij yuwokey? Wahahaha.
S: Ha?
D: Pakinggan mo. Maririnig mo Annie iyuwokey? Ijyuwokey? Ijyuwokey Annie? Blahahaha.
S: Ahhhh... Hindi naman ganun yun eh.
D: Ganon!!! Promise. Pakinggan mo eh.
S: Magvideoke videoke are, magvideoke videoke are, magvideoke videoke are. Ganyan yun
D: Wahahahahahahaha. Shitesss. Bentaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Wahahahahahahahahaha.
S: Hehehe. Eh mababaw ka eh. Hehehe.
D: Wahahahaha. Mababaw nga.
D: 99 Luftballons. Naka-loop sa iTunes. Wala lang. 80s Trip.
S: Nyahahaha.
D: Teka.. Ito dabes. Ismud kremenel
S: Ahhhh yung Mikol Jekson.
D: Yessss. Annie ij yuwokey? Wahahaha.
S: Ha?
D: Pakinggan mo. Maririnig mo Annie iyuwokey? Ijyuwokey? Ijyuwokey Annie? Blahahaha.
S: Ahhhh... Hindi naman ganun yun eh.
D: Ganon!!! Promise. Pakinggan mo eh.
S: Magvideoke videoke are, magvideoke videoke are, magvideoke videoke are. Ganyan yun
D: Wahahahahahahaha. Shitesss. Bentaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Wahahahahahahahahaha.
S: Hehehe. Eh mababaw ka eh. Hehehe.
D: Wahahahaha. Mababaw nga.
Balat ng Mani...
...What? Yes, I am mean... Ehhh ano naman? Ang sarap kaya magpasakay sa balat ng mani... Lalo na pag lalake. Lalo na pag akala nila they'll be getting some.
Blahahaha. What? I'm a Tease... Always have been and always will be.
Anyhoo, I present to you Maniac Victim of the Day na itatago na lang natin sa letrang B.
B for BUTCHMATE. Bentaaa. LMAO.
Hindi ko malaman kung Busmate na nagpapa-cute. Or iniinsinuate nyang lesbutch ako at s'ya din ay isang lesbutch...?
Hahaha. Anyway, here goes the conversation for your laughing pleasure.
B: Hi. Ka-butchmate mo ko dati di lang tayo nag-abot.
D: Ah yes, I remember you. Musta? (Butchmate. Blahahaha. Honest mistake, I'll let it slide.)
B: Kelan ka uuwi ng Pinas? Game ka ba pag nagkita tayo?
D: Hahaha. Di ko pa sure. Anong klaseng game ba ang gusto mo? (Sus. Style mo ha.)
B: Kahit ano. Sa drinks... Whatever na makakalibang.
D: Oo naman. (Sige pa. Dali. Direktahin mo na. Alam ko na kung saan ka pupunta.)
B: Talaga? Kahit na sa sex? Joke.
D: Hahaha. Pwedeeee. (Joke. Mukha mo joke. Wala bang babae dyan? Pati taga-UAE pinupuntirya mo?)
B: Ok let's do it pag nagkita tayo dito. Sayang kung andito ka lang.
D: Sure why not? What did you have in mind? (Wow. At tingin mo talaga papayag ako.)
B: Medyo dirty.
D: How dirty is dirty? (As dirty as your face?)
B: Very dirty. For sure you will love it.
D: How do you know that I'll love it? What have you heard?
B: Nothing. Hindi naman tayo nagka-abot. (Talaga lang ha? Protecting your informer... Sige lang. LOL.)
D: Yeah... Sayang. You could have joined the bathroom club. Hahaha.
B: I enjoy it the buthroom. (Is that where you take a SHUWER?)
D: Yeah... Masaya nga sa BUTHROOM. Ba't pala bigla mo pala ako naisipan i-contact? (Sino ba ang nagkwento sa'yo at ano ang kinwento?)
B: I like you na makausap eh isa pa mukhang mabait (Mukha lang, boy. Mukha lang talaga...) ka naman. Easy to going pagkasama
D: Awww thank you. Yeah... I am easy to going... (Easy to going. WTF? Bwahahaha. May kakilala ako magkakasundo kayo at magkakaintindihan. EASY TO GOING din yun.)
B: I would like to see you n talaga
D: I'd like for you to see me, too... Pero magiipon muna ako ng pang-uwi. Hehe. (Magiipon ng pagtitimpi na hindi tumawa pag nakita ka.)
B: Ah ok sana mag-kasama tayo
D: (Errr. Sana ...hindi.) Yeah, that should prove to be fun. (Plastic. Blahahaha.)
B: Yeah im exited n nga eh (EXIT! Bongga. Nakaka-exit ka nga kausap talaga. Promise!)
D: Ako din... Pero baka matagalan pa.
B: Yun nga eh. Sayang naman kase I have a place here na ako lang mag-isa.
D: Really? Ok ah. (Ehhh ano naman ngayon?)
B: I would be happy pag nasama kita dito.
D: How happy? (Happy or horny?)
B: Very happy. Ahmm open ka ba sa sex topic?
D: (Kinda redundant your question.) Haha. Oo naman. I'm very open-minded. (Openminded, but closed-legged. Haha.)
B: Thanks. (At nag-thank you pa talaga? WTF?) How's life there in Dubai or sex life you dyan?
D: Wala akong sex life dito sa dubai... Wala rin lovelife. LOL. (Like I would actually tell you?)
B: Ow eh nung andito ka sa Pinas bago ka pumunta dyan?
D: I was drunk half the time... Di ko na maalala. LOL. (Actually, I remember it vividly, I just don't want the vivid mental picture of you jacking off to MY memories.)
B: Ah ok so kelan huli mung sex?
D: Ex fiance ko.
B: Ah ok so ibig sabihin nakapag asawa na pala you.
D: Hindi natuloy ang kasal. (EX FIANCE nga eh. Tanga you a little bit.)
B: Ah ganon. Hehe. Kaw? Ala ka bang itatanong?
D: Balik ko sayo ang tanong mo. Musta sex life mo dyan? (Tigang much? Pati yung nasa malayo ginugulo mo.)
B: Ah ok naman. Matumal nga eh. Hehe
D: Matumal? Ano ibig sabihin non? Sorry medyo mahina ang Tagalog ko.
B: Madalang ang sex life ko. I mean minsan lang pag my nakikilala. (At least honest ang hunghang.)
D: Ah i see. Wala kang gf?
B: Meron pero. I'm malandi eh. You know malikot. (Wow. You're like so Assumptionista ha. You know maarte.)
D: Ahhh. Hahaha. Laking PS ka nga.
B: Kung mag kikita tayo payag ka bang sumama sa place ko?
D: Baket hindi? (In your dreams.)
B: Hehe. Thanks. Would you like to party with me?
D: Sure. Anong klaseng party ba trip trip mo dyan?
B: Drinks and sex
D: Ah. Cool. (Hanep. Party na pala ang drinks at sex ngayon.)
B: Ok sayo yun?
D: Why not? (...really. Why? Not really. LMAO. Ang laki ng nagagawa ng punctuation marks.)
B: We will do it maka-uwi ka lang dito
D: Yeah... Sige pag-uwi ko. (...Ehhh hindi naman ako uuwi. Blahahaha.)
B: Hays, Dana, pinapaexcite mo ko.
D: Dali mo naman maexcite...
B: Oo lalo na siguro pag kaharap na kita. Pwede ba tayo mag-usap dito na parang phone?
D: Wala akong mic. (Echos.)
B: Ah ganon ba? I wish makauwi ka ngayon taon na 'to.
D: Patience...
Wow. Sa kung sino man ang chumismis sa'yo... Salamat. Hindi ko alam kung anong sinabi nila, pero it must have been good. LMAO.
Blahahaha. What? I'm a Tease... Always have been and always will be.
Anyhoo, I present to you Maniac Victim of the Day na itatago na lang natin sa letrang B.
B for BUTCHMATE. Bentaaa. LMAO.
Hindi ko malaman kung Busmate na nagpapa-cute. Or iniinsinuate nyang lesbutch ako at s'ya din ay isang lesbutch...?
Hahaha. Anyway, here goes the conversation for your laughing pleasure.
B: Hi. Ka-butchmate mo ko dati di lang tayo nag-abot.
D: Ah yes, I remember you. Musta? (Butchmate. Blahahaha. Honest mistake, I'll let it slide.)
B: Kelan ka uuwi ng Pinas? Game ka ba pag nagkita tayo?
D: Hahaha. Di ko pa sure. Anong klaseng game ba ang gusto mo? (Sus. Style mo ha.)
B: Kahit ano. Sa drinks... Whatever na makakalibang.
D: Oo naman. (Sige pa. Dali. Direktahin mo na. Alam ko na kung saan ka pupunta.)
B: Talaga? Kahit na sa sex? Joke.
D: Hahaha. Pwedeeee. (Joke. Mukha mo joke. Wala bang babae dyan? Pati taga-UAE pinupuntirya mo?)
B: Ok let's do it pag nagkita tayo dito. Sayang kung andito ka lang.
D: Sure why not? What did you have in mind? (Wow. At tingin mo talaga papayag ako.)
B: Medyo dirty.
D: How dirty is dirty? (As dirty as your face?)
B: Very dirty. For sure you will love it.
D: How do you know that I'll love it? What have you heard?
B: Nothing. Hindi naman tayo nagka-abot. (Talaga lang ha? Protecting your informer... Sige lang. LOL.)
D: Yeah... Sayang. You could have joined the bathroom club. Hahaha.
B: I enjoy it the buthroom. (Is that where you take a SHUWER?)
D: Yeah... Masaya nga sa BUTHROOM. Ba't pala bigla mo pala ako naisipan i-contact? (Sino ba ang nagkwento sa'yo at ano ang kinwento?)
B: I like you na makausap eh isa pa mukhang mabait (Mukha lang, boy. Mukha lang talaga...) ka naman. Easy to going pagkasama
D: Awww thank you. Yeah... I am easy to going... (Easy to going. WTF? Bwahahaha. May kakilala ako magkakasundo kayo at magkakaintindihan. EASY TO GOING din yun.)
B: I would like to see you n talaga
D: I'd like for you to see me, too... Pero magiipon muna ako ng pang-uwi. Hehe. (Magiipon ng pagtitimpi na hindi tumawa pag nakita ka.)
B: Ah ok sana mag-kasama tayo
D: (Errr. Sana ...hindi.) Yeah, that should prove to be fun. (Plastic. Blahahaha.)
B: Yeah im exited n nga eh (EXIT! Bongga. Nakaka-exit ka nga kausap talaga. Promise!)
D: Ako din... Pero baka matagalan pa.
B: Yun nga eh. Sayang naman kase I have a place here na ako lang mag-isa.
D: Really? Ok ah. (Ehhh ano naman ngayon?)
B: I would be happy pag nasama kita dito.
D: How happy? (Happy or horny?)
B: Very happy. Ahmm open ka ba sa sex topic?
D: (Kinda redundant your question.) Haha. Oo naman. I'm very open-minded. (Openminded, but closed-legged. Haha.)
B: Thanks. (At nag-thank you pa talaga? WTF?) How's life there in Dubai or sex life you dyan?
D: Wala akong sex life dito sa dubai... Wala rin lovelife. LOL. (Like I would actually tell you?)
B: Ow eh nung andito ka sa Pinas bago ka pumunta dyan?
D: I was drunk half the time... Di ko na maalala. LOL. (Actually, I remember it vividly, I just don't want the vivid mental picture of you jacking off to MY memories.)
B: Ah ok so kelan huli mung sex?
D: Ex fiance ko.
B: Ah ok so ibig sabihin nakapag asawa na pala you.
D: Hindi natuloy ang kasal. (EX FIANCE nga eh. Tanga you a little bit.)
B: Ah ganon. Hehe. Kaw? Ala ka bang itatanong?
D: Balik ko sayo ang tanong mo. Musta sex life mo dyan? (Tigang much? Pati yung nasa malayo ginugulo mo.)
B: Ah ok naman. Matumal nga eh. Hehe
D: Matumal? Ano ibig sabihin non? Sorry medyo mahina ang Tagalog ko.
B: Madalang ang sex life ko. I mean minsan lang pag my nakikilala. (At least honest ang hunghang.)
D: Ah i see. Wala kang gf?
B: Meron pero. I'm malandi eh. You know malikot. (Wow. You're like so Assumptionista ha. You know maarte.)
D: Ahhh. Hahaha. Laking PS ka nga.
B: Kung mag kikita tayo payag ka bang sumama sa place ko?
D: Baket hindi? (In your dreams.)
B: Hehe. Thanks. Would you like to party with me?
D: Sure. Anong klaseng party ba trip trip mo dyan?
B: Drinks and sex
D: Ah. Cool. (Hanep. Party na pala ang drinks at sex ngayon.)
B: Ok sayo yun?
D: Why not? (...really. Why? Not really. LMAO. Ang laki ng nagagawa ng punctuation marks.)
B: We will do it maka-uwi ka lang dito
D: Yeah... Sige pag-uwi ko. (...Ehhh hindi naman ako uuwi. Blahahaha.)
B: Hays, Dana, pinapaexcite mo ko.
D: Dali mo naman maexcite...
B: Oo lalo na siguro pag kaharap na kita. Pwede ba tayo mag-usap dito na parang phone?
D: Wala akong mic. (Echos.)
B: Ah ganon ba? I wish makauwi ka ngayon taon na 'to.
D: Patience...
Wow. Sa kung sino man ang chumismis sa'yo... Salamat. Hindi ko alam kung anong sinabi nila, pero it must have been good. LMAO.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Make-up Monday - Define High
Hey girlies!
How have y'all been?
I'm infinitely sorry that I haven't been so responsible with Make-up Monday.
I thought I'd have more time for this now that I'm not working... But I'm actually a lot more busy now...
I guess the bigger your bag, the more things you fill it with.
Or some other cheap metaphor that I can't think of just now.
LOL.
I missed you girls. :)
Sooo...
E.L.F.'s Studio High Definition Powder is teh shite! I don't how I've lived this long without it.
*Product Photo from E.L.F. Site
Sadly, I haven't been able to take awesome photos of how I look like with it on, in fact the only photo I have is the one below, and you can't really see much. LOL. So you'll just have to trust me when I say that E.L.F.'s Studio High Definition Powder is worth your $6. And I'll tell you why...
*Photograph by Monsieur Ryan Karlov Venzon
The powder comes on smooth and light. Understated and yet you see the difference immediately. The packaging is practical yet stylish just like all E.L.F. Studio products. The powder puff that comes with it is very useful and a lot better than the sponge that comes with the Studio Translucent Mattifying Powder. However, I still like to use a brush, only because, I've gotten used to it.
My recommendation? This is pretty useful for anyone, professional or not. This is basically a very fine setting powder... A lot like baby powder but less cakey white and more translucent gorgeous. I highly recommend this if you have $6 to spend, however I warn you, once you've tried this product, there's no turning back... Highly addicting, you won't be able to live without it.
Sooo... My nails are growing again! Oh yayyy. I broke them back in August trying to put my kicks on, but they're looking a bit ok now. Still not as long as they used to be, but ok. :)
Anyhoo, I was at Deira City Centre the other day and I passed by this little kiosk on the ground floor. I've been looking for a tiny little brush and a tiny little round metal stamp to make my nail designing thing a little easier, but they didn't have both items. They did however have this:
For AED50 you will get a stamper, a scraper, an image plate, and a plate holder. They have other packages that include their special nail polishes but it's a little pricey. Ok, a lot pricey. But apparently the nail polishes are pretty good. Unfortunately, the broke-ass writer of this blog can't afford the tiny little AED20 nail polishes at the moment, so I can't really tell you for sure whether it's better than regular nailpolish or not.
The broke-ass writer can, however, show you what she did with her new toy:
Tada! :)
Truthfully... This was the one nail that looked decent enough.
The rest were so so...
And let's not even talk about how the nails on my right hand looks.
This thing needs a little practice. As with anything... But, it was a lot easier than I expected.
Nailpolishes I used were: White (Hella 7-year Old Expired thing), Red (Skinfood), Pearlescent Lavender Top Coat (Claire's). The lavender made the red flowers look fuschia, which is what I was going for anyway.
My recommendation... GET IT. If you're into designing your nails, this is going to make your life a whole lot easier.
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Kikay Kwestyon:
How are you liking Fall/Winter 2009 color palette? ...And what do you plan to do with it?
How have y'all been?
I'm infinitely sorry that I haven't been so responsible with Make-up Monday.
I thought I'd have more time for this now that I'm not working... But I'm actually a lot more busy now...
I guess the bigger your bag, the more things you fill it with.
Or some other cheap metaphor that I can't think of just now.
LOL.
I missed you girls. :)
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Sooo...
E.L.F.'s Studio High Definition Powder is teh shite! I don't how I've lived this long without it.
*Product Photo from E.L.F. SiteSadly, I haven't been able to take awesome photos of how I look like with it on, in fact the only photo I have is the one below, and you can't really see much. LOL. So you'll just have to trust me when I say that E.L.F.'s Studio High Definition Powder is worth your $6. And I'll tell you why...
*Photograph by Monsieur Ryan Karlov VenzonThe powder comes on smooth and light. Understated and yet you see the difference immediately. The packaging is practical yet stylish just like all E.L.F. Studio products. The powder puff that comes with it is very useful and a lot better than the sponge that comes with the Studio Translucent Mattifying Powder. However, I still like to use a brush, only because, I've gotten used to it.
My recommendation? This is pretty useful for anyone, professional or not. This is basically a very fine setting powder... A lot like baby powder but less cakey white and more translucent gorgeous. I highly recommend this if you have $6 to spend, however I warn you, once you've tried this product, there's no turning back... Highly addicting, you won't be able to live without it.
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Sooo... My nails are growing again! Oh yayyy. I broke them back in August trying to put my kicks on, but they're looking a bit ok now. Still not as long as they used to be, but ok. :)
Anyhoo, I was at Deira City Centre the other day and I passed by this little kiosk on the ground floor. I've been looking for a tiny little brush and a tiny little round metal stamp to make my nail designing thing a little easier, but they didn't have both items. They did however have this:
For AED50 you will get a stamper, a scraper, an image plate, and a plate holder. They have other packages that include their special nail polishes but it's a little pricey. Ok, a lot pricey. But apparently the nail polishes are pretty good. Unfortunately, the broke-ass writer of this blog can't afford the tiny little AED20 nail polishes at the moment, so I can't really tell you for sure whether it's better than regular nailpolish or not.The broke-ass writer can, however, show you what she did with her new toy:
Tada! :)Truthfully... This was the one nail that looked decent enough.
The rest were so so...And let's not even talk about how the nails on my right hand looks.
This thing needs a little practice. As with anything... But, it was a lot easier than I expected.
Nailpolishes I used were: White (Hella 7-year Old Expired thing), Red (Skinfood), Pearlescent Lavender Top Coat (Claire's). The lavender made the red flowers look fuschia, which is what I was going for anyway.
My recommendation... GET IT. If you're into designing your nails, this is going to make your life a whole lot easier.
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Kikay Kwestyon:
How are you liking Fall/Winter 2009 color palette? ...And what do you plan to do with it?
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Dear Someone,
I am attempting to write to you of the pretty little lights that dance in the night to the enchanting melody that I hear in my mind while a deafening silence fills this dimly lit room. I am awkwardly asking for your attention, though I know that it may not be granted; not fully; not in its entirety; not yet. Despite that, I am still asking you for a sliver; A thin slice of your precious time.
The seasons are changing, I wonder if you've noticed... Or have you fallen into the trap of your own little world where you notice nothing except your own heavy breathing? Our lives as it seems have been playing on fast forward and slow motion at the same time. And going too slow or too fast would exhaust anyone, I would imagine...
Does it hurt? Your pain would hurt me, you know, I hope you understand. I would ask you how much it hurts, but you would never admit how affected you are by the circumstances that surround you. And yet, I know that this is hurting you, because it is hurting me.
Do you feel a void? That was rhetorical... And of course you wouldn't answer that. However, you and I both know that you do feel it. In fact, I'm certain that the void is imperatively larger than you thought it would be.
I am romanticizing this a little too much, I know... But why shouldn't I? It is meant to be overly romanticized. Otherwise, what else would we be waiting for? I am just about as impatient as you are. And understanding the fact that this is a process helps, in that I get to be a little more optimistic and poetic about it.
I'm finding my way... How are you coming along? I wish you would just follow my voice and trust it to bring you to where I am right now. Right this second. As I wait for you in this dimly lit room where I'm writing to you about the pretty little lights that dance in the night. Waiting for you to realize that I am not giving up... I'm waiting for you. Listen to the music and follow the stars.
I love you. My heart is yours to take. Make haste.
As Always,
D.
The seasons are changing, I wonder if you've noticed... Or have you fallen into the trap of your own little world where you notice nothing except your own heavy breathing? Our lives as it seems have been playing on fast forward and slow motion at the same time. And going too slow or too fast would exhaust anyone, I would imagine...
Does it hurt? Your pain would hurt me, you know, I hope you understand. I would ask you how much it hurts, but you would never admit how affected you are by the circumstances that surround you. And yet, I know that this is hurting you, because it is hurting me.
Do you feel a void? That was rhetorical... And of course you wouldn't answer that. However, you and I both know that you do feel it. In fact, I'm certain that the void is imperatively larger than you thought it would be.
I am romanticizing this a little too much, I know... But why shouldn't I? It is meant to be overly romanticized. Otherwise, what else would we be waiting for? I am just about as impatient as you are. And understanding the fact that this is a process helps, in that I get to be a little more optimistic and poetic about it.
I'm finding my way... How are you coming along? I wish you would just follow my voice and trust it to bring you to where I am right now. Right this second. As I wait for you in this dimly lit room where I'm writing to you about the pretty little lights that dance in the night. Waiting for you to realize that I am not giving up... I'm waiting for you. Listen to the music and follow the stars.
I love you. My heart is yours to take. Make haste.
As Always,
D.
Friday, November 6, 2009
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Can you keep a secret?
I bet you can.
...But as great as you are at keeping secrets, I am better at finding them out.
I'm not bragging... I'm just stating a fact.
I don't know how or why, but whether it's someone else telling me straightforwardly. Or whether it's because I'm actually not really as daft as I admit to be, I just purposely refuse to pay attention... Either way, things find their way over to me. Secrets find their way to me.
Secrets...
Deep dark secrets...
Secrets that could make or break a person...
Secrets that when unleashed could change everything for everyone involved...
...Secrets that were meant to be kept secret.
Can you keep a secret?
I can.
But of course, the real question is, "Would I?".
Lucky for you, I no longer live in your world... But sadly, you will never know the answer to that last question.
...Because really, a lady would never tell.
As Always,
D.
...But as great as you are at keeping secrets, I am better at finding them out.
I'm not bragging... I'm just stating a fact.
I don't know how or why, but whether it's someone else telling me straightforwardly. Or whether it's because I'm actually not really as daft as I admit to be, I just purposely refuse to pay attention... Either way, things find their way over to me. Secrets find their way to me.
Secrets...
Deep dark secrets...
Secrets that could make or break a person...
Secrets that when unleashed could change everything for everyone involved...
...Secrets that were meant to be kept secret.
Can you keep a secret?
I can.
But of course, the real question is, "Would I?".
Lucky for you, I no longer live in your world... But sadly, you will never know the answer to that last question.
...Because really, a lady would never tell.
As Always,
D.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Danabelle in Ugly Cheesecake Shorts
Oooh yayyy! :)
So I know I said, I wouldn't be blogging so much, because of all the stuff that I had to finish, but since I can't really wade through my photos on account of my laptop dying on me everytime I try to load the photos, and since I'm semi-finished with Unit Three (I just need to read the update and complete the comprehension tests), I'm feeling a slight sense of accomplishment, hence I'm slacking off.
How fun! Hahaha.
So how have y'all been?
I've been pretty ok.
Alright, I lied...
I haven't been ok. I've been terrible as a matter of fact.
I'm going through this fantastic phase of depression or something like that. But don't worry, I'll bounce back, I always do... I think.
But really, I'm fine. I mean I still get up in the morning and stuff... I haven't really succumbed to the whole depression thing like staying in bed all day, everyday.
I'm still somewhat functional. The key word is somewhat... Haha.
I laugh but it's really not funny.
I'm sorry if I snapped at, screamed at, or ignored any of you.
...I'm just dealing with stuff. And I'm not too great at explaining that... Probably because I don't even really fully understand it myself.
Sorry.
RECAPictures!!!
Sometime last week...
...And I bought this at Claire's for AED5. Sweeeeetttt...
I'll be using that to keep business cards of all them hot and sexy boys.
Boohahaha. I kid, I kid.
I'll be keeping MY business cards in there. Business cards which I've yet to make. Le sigh.
Yes, yes... I'm procrastinatin', son.
Last Thursday, Kristineloves had an interview at my Mom's office. So, we all woke up hella early and skedaddled over to Dubai.
Orange you gonna say "WTF?"... 'Cause I just might.
Since she didn't bring any "interview" clothes, I made her wear that velvet thing which she'll hate me for foreverrrr. Hahaha. Love you, Tingkay. :D
Water, water, water... WATER!
(Sing that to the tune of "Money, money, money... MONEY!" ...Wala lang. It's fun.)
And now for some sublimely eerie photographahs.
I should bring my 70-300 a lot more often. I wanted to do some detail shots, but this was the closest I could get. ...Lens zoom, feet zoom, and e'erythang.
These door images sort of...
...scare me... IDKW.
This one's pretty creepy, too.
This, too. It'd be creepier if it we're a thirteen or a twenty three.
Ooh... I am a worm and ahmunnaeatchoo...
Belated Happy Halloween!
LOL.
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Ella gave me this. :)
I miss her.
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Bye shoes.
I'll miss you.
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Graham! That's such a pretty name, isn't it? I'm thinking of naming my kid that.
I'll nickname him/her Biscuit... Or as the Arabs would say, BASKOOT.
Bananyahahahaa.
I'M KIDDING!!!
Those blueberries were hella sweet. Mmmm.
Refrigerate for two hours and add blueberries.
Pfsh. I really should have used Philadelphia or some other harder type cream cheese...
...Cause it came out looking like a friggin' fruitsalad. LOL.
Despite it's ugliness, this was the only piece left, which as of right now, no longer exists. I ate it while writing this blog. LOL. Wha-at? I got hungry. Blog-writing is strenuous!
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Yayyy. Kitchen TV Watching! :) It's hella cramped up in here, but it's cool. I can live with this.
For those who might remember we had a pink thing in the kitchen where we kept some of our glasses, which are now in the T.V. table. LOL.
The pink thing is now in my room...
I'm using it to keep my polaroids and flashes which used to be in here:
This now gives me more room for a full frame camera! Bwahahaha.
I'm kidding. LOL.
I can't even afford a wide angle lens, let alone a full frame camera.
...Ah the joys of being a broke student!
I'm this (holds thumb and forefinger together) close to going back to working in an office.
I miss buying stuff ... that I don't really need.
Nyahahaha.
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Yesterday...
I finally got to put up those TWLOHA photos that I got printed a million years ago...
I wasn't really procrastinating, but I was trying to find my tack-its. It's funny how I keep losing them... Tsk. I should really clip it on to my hanger thing the next time I see it.
Good thing, I found a ball of it on my bulletin board... 'Cause I still can't find the whole pack.
GHOTS, paki-balik na yung tack-it ko. Thanks.
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Today...
Candy striped nails and love.
Lovelovelovelovelove.
So I know I said, I wouldn't be blogging so much, because of all the stuff that I had to finish, but since I can't really wade through my photos on account of my laptop dying on me everytime I try to load the photos, and since I'm semi-finished with Unit Three (I just need to read the update and complete the comprehension tests), I'm feeling a slight sense of accomplishment, hence I'm slacking off.
How fun! Hahaha.
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So how have y'all been?
I've been pretty ok.
Alright, I lied...
I haven't been ok. I've been terrible as a matter of fact.
I'm going through this fantastic phase of depression or something like that. But don't worry, I'll bounce back, I always do... I think.
But really, I'm fine. I mean I still get up in the morning and stuff... I haven't really succumbed to the whole depression thing like staying in bed all day, everyday.
I'm still somewhat functional. The key word is somewhat... Haha.
I laugh but it's really not funny.
I'm sorry if I snapped at, screamed at, or ignored any of you.
...I'm just dealing with stuff. And I'm not too great at explaining that... Probably because I don't even really fully understand it myself.
Sorry.
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Dear C.,
'Kala ko naman... I hate you, suplado. Blahahaha.
As Always,
D.
'Kala ko naman... I hate you, suplado. Blahahaha.
As Always,
D.
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Dear P.,
Do you remember that movie? Yeah... I'm sorry.
As Always,
D.
Do you remember that movie? Yeah... I'm sorry.
As Always,
D.
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Dear U.,
Yeah, ok... No. You're taking this the wrong way. Oh and yeah, what exactly are you after?
Btw, you remind me of that conversation a friend and I had about what you're doing.
It's funny. LOL. I'd tell you, but I don't want to embarass you.
As Always,
D.
Yeah, ok... No. You're taking this the wrong way. Oh and yeah, what exactly are you after?
Btw, you remind me of that conversation a friend and I had about what you're doing.
It's funny. LOL. I'd tell you, but I don't want to embarass you.
As Always,
D.
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RECAPictures!!!
Sometime last week...
Marcmarc dragged me and Tentay to DFC...
...And I bought this at Claire's for AED5. Sweeeeetttt...I'll be using that to keep business cards of all them hot and sexy boys.
Boohahaha. I kid, I kid.
I'll be keeping MY business cards in there. Business cards which I've yet to make. Le sigh.
Yes, yes... I'm procrastinatin', son.
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Last Thursday, Kristineloves had an interview at my Mom's office. So, we all woke up hella early and skedaddled over to Dubai.
Orange you gonna say "WTF?"... 'Cause I just might.Since she didn't bring any "interview" clothes, I made her wear that velvet thing which she'll hate me for foreverrrr. Hahaha. Love you, Tingkay. :DWater, water, water... WATER!(Sing that to the tune of "Money, money, money... MONEY!" ...Wala lang. It's fun.)
And now for some sublimely eerie photographahs.
I should bring my 70-300 a lot more often. I wanted to do some detail shots, but this was the closest I could get. ...Lens zoom, feet zoom, and e'erythang.These door images sort of......scare me... IDKW.This one's pretty creepy, too.This, too. It'd be creepier if it we're a thirteen or a twenty three.Ooh... I am a worm and ahmunnaeatchoo...Belated Happy Halloween!
LOL.
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Friday...
Ella gave me this. :)I miss her.
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Saturday...
I cleaned out my shoe closet... :(
I cleaned out my shoe closet... :(
Bye shoes.I'll miss you.
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That Saturday was also her (points at the pictures below) last day in Dubai.
In one day, I said goodbye to my shoes and to my friend.
Sad... :(
In one day, I said goodbye to my shoes and to my friend.
Sad... :(
It's so hard to pampam in a moving vehicle. Le sigh.
Oooh... That night, we ate at this Filo restaurant and I really loved the fish... Mmmm. I so want to go back for that fish and the bihon.
The palabok was hella frightening though.
Kinda like this picture:
Hahaha. Tents took this... I forgot why I was making that face though... LOL.
Oh and when I got home...
...I found the tissues that she left me. ...It had a note on it. Yes, it's still there. :)
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Oooh... That night, we ate at this Filo restaurant and I really loved the fish... Mmmm. I so want to go back for that fish and the bihon.
The palabok was hella frightening though.
Kinda like this picture:
Hahaha. Tents took this... I forgot why I was making that face though... LOL.Oh and when I got home...
...I found the tissues that she left me. ...It had a note on it. Yes, it's still there. :)---------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Sunday...
I made the ugliest cheesecake in the history of time.
I made the ugliest cheesecake in the history of time.
Graham! That's such a pretty name, isn't it? I'm thinking of naming my kid that.I'll nickname him/her Biscuit... Or as the Arabs would say, BASKOOT.
Bananyahahahaa.
I'M KIDDING!!!
Those blueberries were hella sweet. Mmmm.Refrigerate for two hours and add blueberries.Pfsh. I really should have used Philadelphia or some other harder type cream cheese...
...Cause it came out looking like a friggin' fruitsalad. LOL.
Despite it's ugliness, this was the only piece left, which as of right now, no longer exists. I ate it while writing this blog. LOL. Wha-at? I got hungry. Blog-writing is strenuous!---------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Monday...
We got a T.V. from the Joneses. :) Ain't they nice?
Yayyy. Kitchen TV Watching! :) It's hella cramped up in here, but it's cool. I can live with this.For those who might remember we had a pink thing in the kitchen where we kept some of our glasses, which are now in the T.V. table. LOL.
The pink thing is now in my room...
I'm using it to keep my polaroids and flashes which used to be in here:This now gives me more room for a full frame camera! Bwahahaha.I'm kidding. LOL.
I can't even afford a wide angle lens, let alone a full frame camera.
...Ah the joys of being a broke student!
I'm this (holds thumb and forefinger together) close to going back to working in an office.
I miss buying stuff ... that I don't really need.
Nyahahaha.
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Yesterday...
I finally got to put up those TWLOHA photos that I got printed a million years ago...
I wasn't really procrastinating, but I was trying to find my tack-its. It's funny how I keep losing them... Tsk. I should really clip it on to my hanger thing the next time I see it.
Good thing, I found a ball of it on my bulletin board... 'Cause I still can't find the whole pack.
GHOTS, paki-balik na yung tack-it ko. Thanks.
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Today...
Candy striped nails and love.
Lovelovelovelovelove.
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