I know I've been a bit cold lately. Before I continue, though, I want you to know that I tried, I really did, but I don't think this relationship is working out, nor will it ever. I believe it may be best for both of us to just go our separate ways. I know I owe you an explanation, so to tell you honestly, I'm tired. I'm tired of always having to reassure you of my feelings for you. You're insecure for all the wrong reasons and you're taking it out on me. It even seems that you don't trust me and a relationship can never survive without trust. I'm tired of having to live up to your expectations. You're clingy and needy and you demand so many things, most of them selfish and absolutely unreasonable. You never even stopped to think of how I might have felt about anything and everything. It was all you. You. You. You. It's as if you're having a relationship with yourself and you're using me as props. I'm exhausted from carrying all your issues and baggages. You, yourself, have become a baggage in my life, and I don't want and need anymore excess baggages. I can't do this anymore. I just can't. Nasasakal na ako. I'm really sorry but I think this is goodbye. Take care of yourself. I know that eventually you'll find your bliss, but it's not gonna be with me. Thank you for everything and nothing at the same time.
As Always,
D.
As Always,
D.
Putek natatawa ako.
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