Danabelle in Lyrical Shorts

"I'm gonna take a little time... A little time to think things over."

Funny.

This song played earlier on and I was on the brink of tears.

It's weird how this is probably exactly how I feel right now.

"In my life there's been heartache and pain. I don't know if I can face it again. I can't stop now. I've travelled so far to change this lonely life. I want to know what love is. I want you to show me."

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"Oooh there's something about her... Something about her..."

There's a part of me that wants to be that girl... Actually, for the longest time I was that girl. Up until now, the biggest part of me is that girl...

...But there's a part of me that's itching to be weak for the man who'll be strong enough for me...

"She's got her own thing. Miss Independent. That's why I love her."

...And that part is actually growing every day. Pretty soon, I'll be a damsel in friggin' distress.

Hahaha. Fancy that?

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"Now I see your face drop... Told you not to leave me alone... And now that I got my own."

This played on the radio on our way to the airport.

It made me laugh.

"I see your face drop, I told you not to count me out, 'cause you always try to fill me with doubt saying I would look better if I was thinner, but you know you should have loved me for my inner. When I left you, I came out a winner."

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"Like Dr. Zhivago, all my love I'll be sending. And you will never know, 'cause there can be no happy ending..."

I'm currently listening to the songs that I got from Tin. LOL. Throwback... 98 degrees ampf.

Funny thing... I have this recurring fantasy running for about 7 or 8 years now, about how I'll end up with the perfect guy, the guy that I'll love forever and ever, but then oh so suddenly, Monsieur First Love would show up telling me how much he really loves me and how we should be together.

"It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do to look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you. It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie to show no emotion when you start to cry. I can't let you see what you mean to me. When my hands are tied and my heart's not free. We're not meant to be."

How messed up am I? Even in my own fantasies, I end up having a WEIRD LUKEWARM ending.

"It's the hardest thing I'll ever had to do to turn around and walk away pretending I don't love you."

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"Your subtleties, they strangle me. I can't explain myself at all."

...And so we're here.

"The walls start breathing. My mind's unweaving. Maybe it's best that you leave me alone."

...Where we're supposed to be...

"I can't explain what you can explain. You're finding things that you didn't know... I look at you with such disdain."

...Where fate has chosen to place us...

"A weight is lifted. On this evening, I give the final blow."

...And we must simply accept the situation that has been presented.

"It's too late to fight. It ends tonight."

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Goodbye October. You were fun. But you have to go now. It was good knowing you.

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Hello November. :) I love you forever.