Danabelle in Spanky Pants-type Shorts

Today, I will attempt to blog purely in shorts.

No photos.

No videos.

No music.

Just words. Just shorts.

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I've been bothered. No one has noticed this, I'm sure, because eventhough I wear my heart on my sleeve just like a true blue Gemini, I can also do the exact opposite and show absolutely no emotion.

...That or create a diversion so that you won't know what's going on exactly.

I dreamt of you a couple of days ago. And though I know that you're all wrong and nothing good will ever come of it, I'm mildly thinking about calling you.

But I won't. Because I don't really want to... I'm just bothered.

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...I'm bothered because, as of late, I've been lacking passion. In everything...

And as you know... I need to be passionate about something or someone to function well.

...And since I am not... I. Am. Bothered.

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I am anxiously waiting for June. MJ said that the wait's gotta be killin' me... But the truth is the wait's the only thing that is carrying me through my day to day.

It's become my consolation. Kind of like -- "Hayaan mo na... Hanggang June na lang naman..."

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Funny, a week ago, someone asked me, why don't I try applying at our head office, get a promotion, get a raise, and easily earn AED12k a month...

I said, well, I'm leaving in June, it doesn't matter now...

He said, he meant, why not just work there instead of leaving in June.

I thought about it... I've been thinking about it... I actually put myself in that position... How it would be like and everything... And though it may sound impractical and probably even hypocritical to some... I probably won't even stay for a AED20k salary.

...Well, ok maybe, I'll stay for a AED20k salary... For a few months and then leave.

I guess, it's just not about the money.

...Of course, I'm sure my outlook would probably change once I'm "Pinoy" broke... But hey I'll just wait for that day to come first before I even start to think of selling out (...again?).

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By the way, y'all should throw me a party...

...Because I've finally been able to accept that...



Love can wait.

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I wonder how many people would react violently if I were to raise my hemlines. What? It's 2009, babe. Full-figure is in... I might as well make the most of it.

Hmmm... Now where did I put my spanky pants?

Kissy kissy.