Danabelle in Optimessimistic Shorts

I was finally able to watch Sex And The City movie yesterday night.

It was nice.

I loved the wedding part... Because since I was a teenager I've always known that I will find the right guy eventually. And that he will love me with all his heart. We will have a beautiful wedding, and he will leave me standing in the lurch...

Yes. That is pretty much what is going to happen. It's this very strong gut feeling... IDKW.

I kind of like the idea of beating him with my bouquet like Carrie did to Mr. Big, but I'm doubtful of that happening... Because, I'm sure that my "Mr. Big" will just run away without trace leaving nothing but a note that says, "I love you. I'm sorry. Goodbye."

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A: Wow. You sing, you dance, you cook, you do hair & make-up, and you take fantastic photographs... What can you not do?
D: I can't land a man, that's what. Haha. But thank you.

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Truth is, I'm not even sure if I would really want to land a man. ...Knowing that he will just leave.

And I'm not sure I'd be willing to give up too much freedom. I mean, yes, I want a relationship... I just don't know if I can stay in it.

I guess I just miss the drama. That place where there's just too many feelings floating about that the air gets so dense with carbondioxidic love and jealousy and anger and madness that it makes you high.

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Oh but don't get me wrong... It's not that I fear commitment. Or that I'm not capable of being loyal. That's not it.

I'm the most loyal person I know.

I have no problems with pledging my love and devotion to just one person.

Heck, even, when I like someone, I only like them one at a time.

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Ahhh love.

Leche.

Wala na akong masabi.

Kissy kissy na nga lang.

Toodles.