Danabelle in Pink Shorts

Yesterday, I wore my pink panty/pink bra combo with the monkey print. Hihi. It was so cute. :)

Today, I'm wearing a black panty/black bra combo... It's ok, but I feel so boring now. :(

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Last night, I had a terrible dream. And when I say terrible, I mean it was bordering a nightmare.

I dreamt that I was being a shown an apartment that were supposed to move into... It was on the ground floor and I was concerned about the lock, because it looked rather flimsy. The guy asked me to check it, and I did. As I was fidgeting with the lock, he grabbed my ass... I turned around and I said, "Hey!". He put his hands up as an apology and I proceeded to view the rest of the apartment. Nearing the bathroom, they guy got this maniacal look on his face and he went in and tried to lock the door behind him. I went cuh-ray-zay, pushed him out of the way, and started screaming expletives. People who know me, know that I don't swear, but in the dream I was full-on exclaiming "Putanginamo! Putanginaka!" over and over again. I got out of the bathroom and closed the door behind me, pulling on the handle so he wouldn't be able to get out.

Then I blacked out.

I woke up years later and apparently he had held me captive for years. It was on the news and everything.

Gaaahhh. What a horrifying dream.

I hate men.

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Oooh! This morning... A treat! :) The restaurant at the building next to ours have started to serve Egg Sandwich Parathas. Funny thing though, I said I wanted two... Which he must have misunderstood. Because he did give me two... One paratha, one egg. On separate wrapping. LOL.

Tsk.

It was yummy though. So that was ok. :)

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I've been thinking about people and how a lot of them can be so annoying. Hahaha.

...Myself, probably included.

I have one of those model dolls. You know the wooden ones that you can pose into different positions. For the longest time, I thought that one side of his head was the front... It took me a few months, before I realized that it was the wrong side.

There will always be different sides to everything. No matter how right you think you might be.

Look at it again. Study it and let it sink in. You could quite possibly be looking at the wrong side.

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I tried the Hot Chocolate and Oasis Eyeshadow today.

Four words...

I LOVE EVERYDAY MINERALS.

LOL.

On this I'm wearing:
Sunlight Concealer
Fawn Intensive Foundation
Champagne + Theme Park Blush
Hot Chocolate Eyeshadow (Base)
Oasis (Outer Lid)

Oh and you can't tell (Because I cropped it out on purpose...), but I hella need to get my eyebrows did! That and bleach my upper lip. Tsk. TIME, where art thou???

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Oh and while we're on the subject of ka-girlyhan... I know I said that I'm not into MAC, because I think they're wayyy too overpriced... But...

I am so wanting the Hello Kitty Kouture Kollection. Hahaha.

Wala lang. LOL.

Oh and I don't really want the make-up... Except for the nude-ish lipglass and possibly the tinted lip conditioner.

What I really want are the make-up bags and the brushes. Ang cute kasi talaga eh. And the stuffed toy!!! I want the stuffed toy!!! Haha.

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Sooo... 2009, huh... Let's see... What do I want this year?

Hmmm...

Generally:

• I want to be a better person. Haha. Don't we all? But seriously, I want to stop being such a bee-yotch all the darn time.
• I want better skin. (Darn UAE friggin' water. Why I oughta... Grrr.)
  
• I want to be sexayyy. Nyahahaha. (Hello June. Matutuloy ka na ba?)
• I want to see my Daddy and Ate and Kuya. :(

Photographically:

• I want a macro kit and a wide telephoto kit for El Baby.
• I want a macro ring for any one of my lenses (Preferably for my 50mm).
• I want to make a less flimsy ringflash/bluetooth satellite antenna (Dalawang taon na atang plano to, 'ne?)
  
• I want to finish my goshdarned portfolio book.
• I want to master strobing.
  
• I want to go back to when everything used to be about me. I want to make images that make ME happy. 2008 made me feel like such a sell-out. Beautiful images. And no I'm not being cocky. I made some pretty images admittedly. But that's all it was... They were just BEAUTIFUL. No heart. No emotion. I mean, of course, there were a few images that had some heart in it, but the majority of it was just... beautiful and I felt nothing. And that's not fun. That's work. I want it to be like how it used to be when I first started. Simple. Natural. Personal.

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Wow. So I started this blog at 11:24am. It's 6:09pm now... I should probably end this. Oh well.

Bis morgen! Kissy kissy.