I'm missing something I know. It's that feeling you get when you step out the door and you feel like you've forgotten something, but you just can't remember what. And when you finally remember you've already gone too far to come back. Don't you just hate it when that happens?
Actually, all of that was a lie. I know what I miss. ...But the trouble now is that I can't really just go back to get it. And to keep in line with the simile-slash-metaphor, I don't even think I'm out the door yet. Or maybe just like how there is no spoon in the Matrix, there might not even be a door around here.
What am I talking about? I really have no clue. I'm just typing words, one right after the other, pretending that I have a point, when I clearly don't. Again, that too is a lie. I know what I wanna say... But I'm just building myself up to get there just like you're supposed to. I mean you can't really just come out and say something, there's got to be an introduction... Unfortunately, as it seems my introduction is just about as long winded as the intro in November Rain. Do you remember that song? That was a good song.
Here I go again, trying to deviate the topic from what I'm supposed to say... Which is what I'm about to type now. I miss the frustration of being attracted to someone and not being able to do anything except wait. There. I said it. Cue the fireworks and the music.
Depending on how well you know me, that statement may or may not have shocked you, but I'm not going to get into that whole thing. Instead, I will try to explain what I just said, so that I can somehow redeem myself from this late-night blogging debauchery that I seem to have gotten myself into... Or wait. I change my mind... I just realized that it really doesn't need to be explained.
It's as clear as day... The frustration and the waiting is the best part. It's that build-up to this amazing climax (or anti-climax) that gives you that tingly feeling inside and makes you all giddy.
I miss that.
Good night.
...Yes, this letter is highly anti-climactic, I know. But hey... At least, I built it up quite well.
As Always,
D.
Nakaka miss nga yong feeling na yon. Yung mga kilig moments pag nagkatitigan kayo ng crush mo hehehe. Hmmm nanood ka na naman ba ng romantic movie? Hehe.
ReplyDeleteOh btw. napanood ko na yung "Roman Holiday" =). I liked it hehe. Ready na akong mag Rome ulit LOL. Instead na magbasa ng book nanood ng movie eh no? Tsk!
Blahahaha. You know me so well!!! LMAO. Bwahahahaha. Yes. Nanood ako. Nung isang gabi yung My Mother's New Boyfriend, kagabi naman yung Just Friends. Blahahaha. I do this to myself I know. LOL.
ReplyDeleteYayyyy! Don't you just love Audrey Hepburn? At ang gwapo ni Greg ha. Yes. Greg... Close kami. Asawa ko sya. Blahahaha. Dun ko din nalaman mga dapat malaman sa Rome eh. Bwahahaha. Tsk. What do people do with girls like us? Hahaha.
My Mother's New Boyfriend! Ha! That was a cool movie. I'd like a chef to hang out in our front yard. That would make a crazy security person. Meg Ryan is still great but she scares me a bit. You should see In the Land of Women!
ReplyDeleteFeeling tingly and anxious over a crush, I don't miss too much. I'm so callous. The last time I felt that was in a dream. Leche. Sa dream lang!
It would be fun having a chef in your front lawn wouldn't it? Blahahaha. Singing opera songs and stuff. Blahahaha. Tsk.
ReplyDeleteMeg Ryan is really scary... She should have just not done anything and aged gracefully wrinkles and all. Now she kind of looks like a cat person...
The last time I felt tingly and anxious has been too long that I can't even remember now. LOL. Speaking of dreams... You still haven't told me about that dream with the not needing to beg. LOL. Fuel my kakiligan. I should really stop watching/listening/reading love stories, but I can't help myself.
It was a weird dream. I suddenly stepped into a room with some of our friends and apparently it was a party. They had booze and stuff and it was awfully noisy. She was sitting in a crowded couch. I tried calling her to come with me but she would blankly stare back. LOL. Zombie.
ReplyDeleteSo I walked towards her and just carried her away. Like cradle carry, and she continued to stare. Then I put her down on another couch where I sat down beside her and cuddled and found out that I was only wearing a white shirt and briefs. WTF.
Then I said "You know what? I want to get married right now. You and me. Right now. Will you marry me? Please marry me. Please?" And so I wrote last week what she answered to that. :D
Ahahahahahahahahaha. Zombie ampf. Freakyyyyyy.
ReplyDeleteAwww. Sweet. LOL on the white shirt and briefs. Hahaha.
Ahihihi. So that's what it was. Fun. I wish I could have more dreams like that. Better than movies, I'm sure.
You betcha. :)
ReplyDeleteMaybe the blank zombie stare was because of the briefs. Haha!
So what's up with you? Any plans for the next few weeks?
Is the hide online status new? LMAO. I just discovered it two days ago.
:D
ReplyDeleteBwahahaha. You could be right. LMAO. I'd stare like that too if I saw someone in briefs at a partay.
I'm totally immersed in choir and tap. ...And work and food. Mmmm... Goodbye December. Sushi is much much much better.
Yes, I read about it on someone's post and I tried it... :D