How it works out...

...is that you never really get what you want. I mean, sometimes you would... But most of the time, it's all about settling.

But the question is did you ever really want it in the first place or were you just mirroring whatever goshdarned emotion that seemed evident at the time?

"No!", you would exclaim, of course, but certainly you know better. Much better.

I could type and type until kingdom come, talking about how nonsensical everything has seemed to become. And how out of touch I have become with reality, but the truth is...

...All I really want to say is love me. I don't want forever. Just give me now.