Danabelle in Zayek Shorts

Sooo... My mom came home from Egypt last night.

She says that it's still the same old Cairo that we knew.



It's nice to know... Even prices are the same. It's so wild. It made me smile and remember stuff...

I remember how I used to hate that place sometimes. The stench of the donkeys and/or camels and/or horses. My crappy school. The difficulty of dealing with Arabic people in the cultural sense. Oh and the language barrier was just fantastic. I remember how I would blurt out, "Ayoko na talaga sa bansang to!!!". But darn it, I really miss Cairo. It's imperfection is endearing and I'd love to go back there and possibly eat basterma with baladi and butter to my heart's content. Haha.

One of these days... Maybe.

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I'm feeling something that's a little hard to explain...

I guess you could say that it's 90% awa, 5% annoyance, and 5% disgrace.

Have you ever felt that? To feel such sympathy for someone, but at the same time feel utterly annoyed because they're stubborn.

I want to scream at that person saying, "Stop being so friggin' pathetic! You're worth much more than that. Why are you so needy? What you're doing is idiotic at best. It's degrading. Just stop it. Stop it. Stop it. Stop it. Have a little pride, woman!" *Slap (Sinampal eh.)

Of course 5 minutes after that, I'd feel bad, because I know that the person's actions is coming from their fear...

I wish I never fall into that fear... I know, I probably never would because I'm way too proud, but just in case, I wish I don't.

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I had a major falling out with a friend two years ago... Yesterday, pinilit ko. But if it's over, it's over. How it fell out was my fault, anyway.

And no, I have no other intentions. I just miss my friend.

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Yesterday night, I had the weirdest dream.

I dreamt of you. Haha. You were in a variety show of sorts that had a singing/karaoke contest.

Hilarious, I know. Oh but you won, btw.

It's so funny, because I was telling everyone, "Watch this, watch this... See? Even there, he still manages to win. The boy can do no wrong!"

Haha.

Sadly, even in the dream you were a dream. Like you probably always will be...

I remember that in the dream, a friend and I were arguing about how she doesn't believe in perfection and that nobody's perfect... I told her, "I know that. So, maybe he's not perfect, but he sure does come close."

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Oooh... I doth thinketh that this may be the first weekend that I have nothing. Haha. Goodness gracious. I'm thankful because I get to have a little time to sort my crap. Apprehensive because, I've gotten used to almost 2 (?) months of non-stop peekchur-peekchur. Tsk.

Not that I'll actually stop this weekend. I have a strong urge to unleash the nightshoot nymphomaniac in me. Rawwwrrr.

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Oooh! Oooh! Y'all have gotsta see this:

http://arnoldfelix.multiply.com/journal/item/21/

Arnold Felix has made my day. Hihi.

Toodles!