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I'm usually pretty good at poker-facing... However sometimes, when caught unaware or when I just don't give a rat's butt, whatever mood I'm in will most likely be evident on my face. I'm like an emoticon.



I am what I feel. And it shows. Of course when this happens I try to back-up and put on my poker-face mask and deny it...

Someone: How are you?
Me: I'm fine.


Someone: Are you ok?
Me: Yeah, I'm good.

...Sometimes, I'm successful with the denial, but there are times when I really just can't hide it.

And that's why sometimes I'm very thankful for Cyberworld. Because this allows me to showcase my feelings in the way that I want to. Out here, I can successfully hide what I'm feeling. Everytime. Not that I do it much, as is evident in the numerous angry and/or emo-ish blogs, but it's easier to deny things here.

Observe...:


Someone: Hey musta?
Me: Ok naman. (Deep inside -- "Langya. Di ako ok. Di talaga. Lichi.")


Someone: What's up, Ketchup?
Me: Nothing much. (Deep inside -- "Actually, I've been very very busy. In fact, I'm busy now, di mo ba nakikita status ko? Anubeh? Wala ka rin sa ayos, eh.")


Someone: Hey.
Me: Hey. (Deep inside --  "Hey mo mukha mo. Sino ka ba?")


Someone: Haha. What's wrong with you? Puro ka na lang "Uhuh.", "Yeah.", "Uhuh."
Me: Sorry. Hihi.  (Deep inside --  "Ang kapal din naman ng mukha mong magtanong... Ano naman gusto mo sabihin ko? That you're boring me to my very core. Na hindi ko maintindihan ang English mo? Tina-Tagalog na nga kita, nagpipilit ka parin. Lichi.")


Someone: So there's this guy... and blahblahblahblahblahblah (Super mega kwento)
Me: Ohhh. Ok.  (Deep inside --  "WTF? And this information is useful to me how?")


Someone: I think I'm in love with you.
Me: Wow. (Deep inside --  "Gaahh. Get away from me, you fiend.")


Someone: Uyyy. Mahal mo s'ya noh?
Me: De ah. Yaaakkk. (Deep inside --  "Tsk. Kung alam mo lang. I've waited for him forevurr.")


Someone: Galit ka ba?
Me: Hindi. Ba't naman ako magagalit? I don't think I'm even capable of that emotion. (Deep inside --  "Nagtanong ka pa?! Sinong hindi magagalit?! Langya. Maglogout ka nga muna nagdidilim ang paningin ko sa'yo... &@(*@)#&*%&*(!!~!()@&)!!!")


Someone: ...blahblahblahblah... (Long winded kwento...)
Me: BRB. (Deep inside -- "Nata-tae ako... Nata-tae ako sa kwento mo. Eeek.")


Someone: Miss na kita!
Me:  Awww... I miss you more! Hihi. (Deep inside -- "Pucha. Kaka-kita lang natin ah? Anuvey?")


Someone: Anong gagawin ko?
Me:  (Gives long-winded and well-thought of advice)
Someone: Ok fine. Pero ayoko. Di ko kaya...
Me:  Well it's all up to you naman talaga. Kung sa'n ka masaya. (Deep inside: "Lichi. Tanong tanong ka pa. Tonto.")


Someone: Hi. Kwento ka.
Me:  Anong k-kwento ko? (Deep inside:  Wala akong gustong ikwento sa'yo. Kung meron man, eh di sana ako ang unang nagPM sa'yo. Ungas.)


Someone: *BUZZ*
Someone: Hi
Someone: *BUZZ*
Me:  Hello. (Deep inside:  "Grrr. !#&*(&($!!! Buzz ko kaya mukha mo. Ba't mo ba ako binu-buzz? Close ba tayo? Mamatay ka na ba? Anong emerhensiya ang meron at kailangan mong bulabugin ang computer screen ko? Lichi ka. Lichi. Lichi. Lichi.")


Of course, most of the time I really do "type" what I mean and mean what I "type". Unfortunately for all y'all, you'll never ever know when that is.

Haha.

Toodles!


Disclaimer: All examples may or may not be based on real events, situations, and/or circumstances. Reader discretion is advised. Walang pikunan.