Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Sometimes, some things...

...just bring you back. Right back at that place where you were. That place you never thought you would ever be in. That place where everything you thought you knew was suddenly and irrevocably negated and your whole life right up to that point just seemed like a great big lie. Without warning, your tears just start to fall and you can do nothing, but to let it, because your world, as you had known it, is rapidly crashing down on you.

You've moved on and you've healed... But, sometimes, some things just bring you back.

The other day I was in the cab and a song played, I started crying and I didn't know why... I must've weirded the driver out. I bet he was probably going "WTF?". Tonight, a friend and I were talking about something and I remembered everything.

Everything.

...And I started to cry. I'm still crying. I don't know how to stop.

8 comments:

  1. tahan na ikaw.... wag na iyak baby dana.....oh eto na lollipop..... tahan na.... uyyyy tatawa na yan.... ngingiti na yan....

    yan ganyan nga.....smile 1 2 3 tstsing!!

    ReplyDelete
  2. i have the same problem... but they are voices in my head... all of them mine... they get worse at night when i run out things to drown them out.... i too am still trying to find out how to shut them up...

    ReplyDelete
  3. **hugs** hope you feel my warm hug...thats all i can offer...

    ReplyDelete
  4. ... i know who that friend of yours is! Huwaaaaaaa! Huwaaaaa!

    *yakap Dana*

    ReplyDelete
  5. it's as blue as your blue goodbye....

    ReplyDelete