The Things I Think But Do Not Say v.Gajillion

1. You insulted me. Being a girl (or slut, however way you'd like to view me), I happen to have a history of being sexually objectified to the point that I'd have to fend ogling men off. And inasmuch as that could be pretty annoying, I've gotten used to it, and truth be told I actually enjoy being objectified, however twisted that may sound. Given our circumstances, I hope you understand that when you didn't objectify me, I was surprised. Shocked even. And knowing what I know about men, I was mildly peeved. But I let it pass, thinking that you were just a good boy, that you're not like other men who are ruled by their dumbsticks. But knowing what I know now is a friggin' insult. And no it's not about me wanting you. Heck, I don't want you now. But that was pretty insulting is what it was... And I know this sounds pretty twisted. ...But that is what I am. Twisted.

2. Don't you dare tell me that you were drunk. If you were, your penis wouldn't have functioned. I may not know much, but this I know.

3. You know what I think, though? I think that deep down, you're a narcissist. Which isn't such a bad thing. I know I'm one, too... But yeah, subconciously or not, you like to keep me around only because I feed your ego. Of course, I really hope you're doing it subconsciously, otherwise, that does not only make you a narcissist, but a friggin' asshole, too.

4. I don't think you're a bitch and I have no ill thoughts about you. In fact, I even feel for you. Having been in the same position as you're in now numerous times in the past, believe me, I know... You just happened to be collateral damage. I'm sorry about that and I'm sorry that you feel terrible.

5. I am upset for the wrong reasons, I know. This was my issue. I wanted to keep this in my little box, I was going to deal with it, but you had to force it out, eventhough I warned you of what would happen. Regardless, I was wrong. I am wrong. I'll probably always be wrong. I'm twisted. Saliwat ang utak ko. That's just how it is.