Suntok sa buwan...

Just the other day, I decided along with the advice of trusted friends that I should keep my distance. I realized that it's about time and it's what I have to do to finally be able to let you go.

It's been a long time coming, but what's been keeping me from leaving is what it will make me... Weak. ...Because it will appear as if I can't handle the tiny little emotions that my hyperactive hypothallamus is emitting. Or the pain of having to look at you devote yourself to someone else, while I, as it seems am devoted to you. But I realized that it's not about being weak, it's about doing what's right now for tomorrow for me.

But you know what? I've decided to change my mind. What's right for tomorrow will eventually straighten itself out without me having to do anything except sit here. Fate has a way of doing whatever the heck it wants to when it wants to, so I really don't have to lift a finger. It's done it before... It'll do it again.

Besides, I've realized that distance isn't going to help. You're already so far away. A few miles, months, or silences in between isn't going to make a difference.

Suntok na nga sa buwan eh... Lalayo ka pa.


As Always,
D.