Barely Breathing...

"You really had me going, wishing on a star..."

This song has been on loop for about an hour now...

"Well it must have been that yesterday was the day that I was born..."

I realized that this song could be applied to many parts of my life...

"I used to be so certain and I can't figure out. What is this attraction? I can only feel the pain."

Parts of my life that I've forgotten...

"There's nothing left to reason and only you to blame. Will it ever change?"

...And parts of my life that I'd rather forget.

"I've come to find that I may never know your changing mind."

...But for right now, as I listen to this song, I'm thinking of you.

"Cause I am barely breathing. And I can't find the air. I don't know who I'm kidding imagining you care..."

...Who am I kidding really?

"And I could stand here waiting, a fool for another day."

I'm a fool. Again.

"But I don't suppose it's worth the price, worth the price that I would pay..."

But to be that fool for you is worth it, I guess. I'm sure that one day, I'll forget you. Not only because I have to but because I want to...

"...But I'm thinking it over anyway."