Monday, June 29, 2009

Dear Unrequited Love,

I just wanted to ask if you're kidding me, because it seems like you're joking, but it's not funny. It's not even close to being funny. Nowhere near the vicinity of being funny. In fact, it's so far from funny, that if funny were here, your joke would be somewhere right around Antarctica.

I wish I knew what it is that you want to happen here exactly, because to tell you the truth I'm lost. I'm lost because I don't want to move. I don't want to move, because I want to stay here with you and feed on my addiction. Yes, I'm addicted to you. But you know what? The problem isn't that I'm addicted to you... The problem is that I don't want to be cured of the addiction. I'm afraid of what kind of person that will make me if I'm no longer addicted to you. I don't think there's anything worse than being a cynic.

But see, you bother me sometimes. I mean, I've been doing pretty well, kind of. I've been progressing, I think. And then all of a sudden, Bam! You punch me in the face with this... this... this thing, and before I know it I'm on my hands and knees struggling to get back up.

History really does repeat itself. I've fallen off the wagon and I am once again a torch bearer. Maybe I never really stopped being one... Maybe I will never stop being one.

It's ok... At least, if I get hurt it'll be because I believed in you and not because I didn't.


As Always,
D.

40 comments:

  1. nice :)
    yeah, never stop believing :)

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  2. "I just wanted to ask if you're kidding me, because it seems like you're joking, but it's not funny. It's not even close to being funny. Nowhere near the vicinity of being funny. In fact, it's so far from funny, that if funny were here, your joke would be somewhere right around Antarctica."

    pamatay un hirit na to dana babes! hahahaha!

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  3. I wanted freedom
    Bound and restricted
    I tried to give you up
    But I'm addicted

    Now that you know I'm trapped sense of elation
    You'd never dream of
    Breaking this fixation

    You will squeeze the life out of me

    Bury it
    I won't let you bury it
    I won't let you smother it
    I won't let you murder it

    Our time is running out
    Our time is running out
    You can't push it underground
    You can't stop it screaming out
    How did it come to this?
    Oh

    - Muse, Time is Running Out


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    Hehe... boy, do I know what you're talking about. Take care D. You're not alone.

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  4. nothing much, got transferred again.. Jumeirah beach residence.. shoot tau dito if u have time to visit then kape kape hehe! :D

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  5. Hahaha.

    Halika. Come over and let's make chikachuchu over a cup of coffee and some make-up.

    LOL.

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  6. Wowsss... Awesome. Sige. I'll be on leave all of July... Tell me kung kelan mo gusto, dayuhin kita dyan. :D

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  7. ayt sige.. andun lang naman ako sa branch,
    most probably morning duty ako so text text nalang if me free sched na,
    UAE humidity suckssss!!!! harhar...

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  8. Bwahahaha. Yeah... Feeling ko lagi akong pagod dito sa weather na 'to. Kainichiii.

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  9. Love like the moon
    Lust like a blaze...

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  10. oh my! The besssst blog ive read so far..... galing. Lines that could smash the eardrums if it was said. Huwag na blind, kasi sobra naman. pero galing.... lines that could make it into movies.... wappawh!!!!

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  11. oh my! The besssst blog ive read so far..... galing. Lines that could smash the eardrums if it was said. Huwag na blind, kasi sobra naman. pero galing.... lines that could make it into movies.... wappawh!!!!

    "And then all of a sudden, Bam! You punch me in the face with this... this... this thing, and before I know it I'm on my hands and knees struggling to get back up..........It's ok... At least, if I get hurt it'll be because I believed in you and not because I didn't."

    Damn lines!!!! hahah Copy ko yung last sentence ha.. not because im jealous of how it was constructed, but because, it strikes like it will just hit a home run when all the bases are loaded.... hahhaa

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  12. Hahaha.

    Caesare, lagi mo talagang pinapataba ang puso ko sa mga compliments sa blog.

    Hahaha. Salamat, salamat, salamat!

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  13. cont...

    Emotions are waterfalls
    Creeping in my heart
    I sleep with danger
    And love with fear

    Sea of ambition
    Reaches my face
    Covering my body
    With sorrow and daze

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  14. mas bongga ka padin sweetheart!!!

    actually nasa blog ko yan...

    poetry chorva ko nung college pa ko...hahaha!!!

    when i was young and stupid...

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  15. ...Young, probably.

    Stupid, I highly doubt it.

    Love you.

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  16. oh gosh!

    you wont even believe how stupid i was.

    loveyouloveyou!

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  17. Awww.

    Oh well, sige, if you say you were stupid, I'll bite.

    ...I was the same way... Actually hanggang ngayon. Stupid parin ako. LOL.

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  18. We are still stupid when it comes to this kind of thing.... so don't worry, you're not the only one, we are special in some way... it all depends on how you want your stupidness to move..... hahaha

    But i got you.... hahahah

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  19. hindi ako nakailag :) kahit days have passed nang mapost mo ito,
    sumabog pa din sa akin. aray!

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  20. hehe ok lang,
    sabi mo nga at least---
    if i get hurt it'll be because I believed ___ and not because I didn't hehe :D

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  21. Oo nga naman. Tama sige. Maniwala tayo sa pag-ibig na parang wala naman. Bongga!

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  22. heheh talo na ako. tulog muna :)
    sulat ka pa ng sulat hehe, :)

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  23. Bwahahaha. Osya sige. Tulog na. Bukas ulit. :D Hehehe.

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  24. at hindi pa din ako tulog lumipat lang sa peysbuk :o

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  25. Gising ka paren???

    Ano ba yan.

    Hahaha.

    Nakatapos na akong manood ng movie. LOL.

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  26. gising pa din nga,
    naalala ko mga ganitong oras din kayo
    magkulitang tatlo nun ni sed at ice haha

    namimiss kong makibasa lang :))

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  27. Hahaha.

    Yeah, gantong oras nga yun. Oras ng mga adik. Hahaha.

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