Danabelle in Womanly Shorts

Oooh... Lookie! It's shorts time!

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The other day Ga and I were talking about womanly exams and she was giving a long-ass lecture about it and prompting me to go because apparently...:

Ga: Importante yun, ga. Kailangan yun once hindi ka na "inosente" kailangan, magpacheck ka at least once a year.
D.: Ga, it's been six years since hindi ako naging "inosente"... Sa tingin mo, kailangan ko pa magpacheck?
Ga: Ah... Eh, parang hindi na lang siguro. Baka nga "inosente" ka na ulit. Check mo na lang baka may agiw na yan.
D.: Actually, I would... Pero parang naka-kandado na ata.

Nyahahaha.

I know I should probably be sad... But it's hella fooneh. LMAO.

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I started reading Twilight today.

Hahaha.

I know, I know. You don't have to tell me how late I am. I know I'm late.

I'm always late.

My rhythm's wrong, can you blame me?

I'm currently on Chapter 12. I can definitely see why the whole female population is laying breathless at Edward Cullen's feet.

He is one smooth son of a gun.

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Confession?

Well... Not exactly a confession... More like an affirmation.

I haven't been feeling it.

Photography, I mean.

I suppose there are many contributory factors as to why this is, but in the end, it all boils down to me not feeling a thing.

And it's not about feeling fraudulent anymore. Or maybe it is. But even more than that. I feel like I've lost something. I feel like I've lost myself. And I also feel like I may never get there. Wherever "there" is supposed to be.

It's been a while since I've made a something that I wanted to hang on my wall. Something that I really loved.

It's become more about pleasing other people and thinking about everyone else, what everyone wants, what they need, rather than actually expressing myself.

Being in Blankville doesn't help either.

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I've been in this jazzy mood all day.

Mindlessly singing "The More I Want You".

All. Day.

I don't know if it's because I miss playing the trumpet and regret that I never got to furthering that.

...Or if it's because of the lyrics of that particular song.

"I know the only one for me can only be you. My arms won't free you. And my heart won't try."

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Have you ever felt like your life was on hold?

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Anyhoos,

Hope y'all have a great weekend!

Kissy kissy!