Is it possible to actually get over someone by remembering what it was like?
I think it could be.
For the longest time, I didn't want to think about it. But of course and as will always, the song brought it all back. And I realized that it probably really isn't about you. It was the emotion that had set in. I guess I just needed to feel that, because I hadn't felt it in a long time.
It could have been anybody, unfortunately it was you.
My friends keep telling me to get over it. The underlying question is how can I get over it, if "it" never happened.
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Ice and I are back on speaking terms. For those who don't know... We were kind of not talking to each other.

I love her.
I miss her.
We're talking again. Yayyy!
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D: I'll bring the thing on Friday. So I can take peekchurs at the workshop thing. ...Kelangan pa ba ng laftaf dito. ...At mouse? Pakisabi lang in advance. Thanks.
D.: =)) (ROFL)
Friend: =)) (ROFL)
Friend: Nyahahaha. Kahit wala kang dala ok lang.
D: Yayyy. Ang bait ng MES. Nyahahaha.
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I started to watch The Office (US version). Blahahaha. It's so funny. I so heart awkward silences. And the things in Jello? C L A S S I C !!!
My semi-boss has great taste in shows. Yep, s'ya ulit nagpahiram non.
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I'm not the girl I used to be.
It's better this way, I think.
I just miss being able to get what I want.
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I want to go back to the islands... Kaso. Medyo. Magastos.
Tsk.
Ano kaya?
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I still think it would be nice if I could say what I mean and mean what I say whenever the heck I please.
I just worry too much about stepping on people's toes and being "nice".
But is it really nice if you say something "nice" just to avoid hurting that person's feelings?
Nice.
I wish I were mean.
Yes, all this right here... Is not yet me being mean. This is all still me being nice. Tsk.
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Oooh! I logged on to HV last night! Yayyy. Finally. Tsk. I know. Good news is that the "edit" thing is now working on Firefox.
S W E E E E E E E T T T T.
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I think I've said this before, but I think it deserves to be reiterated...
A year ago, in Wien:
"Oh, but see that's what artists do, anyway. They see something they like and go, oh well that's nice. I think I'd like to do that too, but I'll do it differently. I'll do it my way.", Oliver said as we were at the breakfast table discussing Paula's extremely adorable new drawing of animals tied up in balloons.
And you know what? He's right. I'm not going to discredit anyone for taking an idea and going with it... I do that, too.
Intentionally or unintentionally.
I'm sure everyone does.
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Having said that...
Nakakatawa parin lang talaga.
Nakakatawa na nakakaawa.
And I don't know how to explain that.
I was never really great at explanations.
And I don't think I will ever be.
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11:22
Nice.
I started writing at 8:22
iSleepy.
Later.
go lang ng go! :)
ReplyDeletesino friend mo?? :D
ReplyDeleteYeah, maybe I should... Sigh...
ReplyDeleteHahaha.
ReplyDeleteSecret. :)
i miss you too....some things are better left unsaid next time huh...hehehehe
ReplyDeletepeace!
what i meant is baka naman kasi walang nakapansin...hehehehe
ReplyDeletena hindi tayo naguusap.....naputol kasi yung wire ng communication namin eh...na disconnect kaya ganun....ngayon, bayad na kami sa etisalat kaya kinabit ulit.
ReplyDeletePansin ng alin?
ReplyDeleteAhhh... Blahahaha.
ReplyDeleteGet.
Glad na nagbayad na kayo. :)
See you on Friday.
ano meron?
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Ano meron?
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ReplyDeleteBlahahaha.
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ReplyDeleteHaha. Yeah. Sobrang tagal mo kaya nawala. Hihi.
ReplyDeleteoo nga eh....well im back!!!!.....ano na ang mga balita dyan?!!!.....update naman.
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