Danabelle in Fritzy Shorts

Well... Hello there, blogland!

Did ya miss me?

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I missed you.

My thoughts are all crowded up in my head and are pushing their way out...

...And so if a brainfart happens to come out, I would have to apologize.

...But see, that's just what happens when you don't blog for what seems like forever.

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So, a guy called Ali Abbas kept calling me over the weekend.

...I mean, c'mon, man. GET A CLUE. I hung up on you. And I didn't answer the following 1234567890 calls. In the normal world and even in Stalkerworld that actually means "I have no interest in talking to you."

He says he got my number off of Friendster. ...Which I placed on there for clients.

...Not for horny-ass guys who have no idea that I'm a fabulous photographer, hence the great pictures. I could keep photos of what I really look like on there, but I might scare off potential clients.

Ah, tsk. Conundrum. Catch 22. Bussettt.

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Friday night, I threw a diva fit.

...'Cause we had to leave the club.

...And I so wanted to stay.

Babaw eh no. Parang bata lang.

LOL.

D: *Storms off in a rage.* Bussett na sapatos 'to. *Sabay hubad at lakad sa kalsada ng naka-paa.*
K: Akin na, ako na magdala.

Bwahahaha.

I wanted to laugh... But I was still on full brat mode. LOL.

What do you do with guys like K?

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My kit lens is on the fritz.



It squeaks and creeks when it's autofocusing. I think a visit to Grand Stores Maktoum is in order.

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Sooo...

I can't get this song out of my head:

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Goodbye, May.

I'll see you next year.

Tell June to be a good girl. :)

Kissy kissy.

Girls, I'll be hauling some Eyeko stuff. Let me know who wants in, so I can order it all together. :)

Danabelle in Candy Shorts

So... This new Multiply is weird.

...I have nothing else to say about it because I'm too confused to put my thoughts together.

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Today...

Y: Why you don't open salon for make-up?
D: Nyahahaha.
Y: No, really. I'm not joking. When you put mikyaj, it's come very nice. Wallah!
D: Yeah, yeah. Thanks.

I'm flattered, but I know I shouldn't be... Because what all of this really means is that I look like crap without make-up.

Morning girl.

After lunch girl.

See... I told ya.

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Yayyy me!!!

I've completed a full work-week with this diet thing.


...Exercising too, and everything.

I know it doesn't look it, but it's actually not so bad.

Like I said... The physical part isn't what bothers me... It's the psychological part.


...And we all know how that is.

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Recy's shipment came in!

:) And I was supposed to post this yesterday, but I forgot it at the office.

Recy's Super Haul.

I'm meeting her tomorrow to hand over her stuff... Sana wag ko naman makalimutan sa bahay no?

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I am craving for wine. IDKW.

I so love that wine that Ei brought last Christmas.

...I think a trip to the liquor store is in order.

*Update: Went to the liquor store. Bought 2 bottles.

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So, my girl KC's kinda psyched about me and this diet thing. She's been asking me to lose weight for a long time now so she can take pictures of me. Hahaha.

KC: Nabasa ko yung blog mo tungkol sa diet. Tuloy mo na yan ha?
D: Oo naman. Para makuhanan mo na ako. Naka-ilan na ako sa'yo. Time mo na para gumanti.
KC: Eh, babe, pagantihin mo naman ako... Kaya ituloy-tuloy mo na yan ha?

LOL.

Yes, Kace. Tuloy na talaga. Pramis. :) In fact, I'm already researching outfits as early as now. Goodness. OC Photographer turned OC TH-Model. Hahaha.

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I know this is hella old. But I'm hella addicted to it.





Weekend lovelovelovelove! Kissy kissy!

Danabelle in What Were Supposed To Be Recy's Shorts

LOL.

Mahal, sorry. Naiwan ko yung box sa office. Nyahahaha.

Di ko tuloy makunan ng picture.

Hahayyysss. Pramis, bukas di ko na iiwan. Hehehe.

Love mo parin ako ha?

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Sooo...

Let's see, I haven't shorted in a while.

Lemme just ease into it.

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Wala akong ma-short. I thought of YOU all day eh.

Ahihihi.

Kissy kissy.

Fat Tuesday - Reciprocation

B: Ano yung diet mo?
D: Salad, exercise, boring.
B: Torture!
D: Ok lang. Physically I can take it. Baka lang topakin na naman ako. Natatakot kasi ako baka pag pumayat na naman ako ma-tanga na naman ako't ma-inlove. ...Not that that doesn't happen now, but there's that risk of they'll love me right back.

LOL. What? It's happened before, it'll happen again.

23:27

SL: Boo
D: *Startled*
SL: What are you thinking about? Your boyfriend?
D: Haha. No. I don't have one.

I didn't lie... But I didn't tell the complete truth either. I thought about you all day. I would worry about this, but I figured there would be no point in worrying. We're all bound to end up where we're supposed to be.

Make-up Monday - Beautiful Diva

I wish I could start this blog with a "Good morning!" with matching smileys. "Good morning!" just feels a lot happier and peppier than "Good evening!". "Good evening!" makes me want to curl up on the couch with just a lampshade on reading a romance novel while sipping chamomile tea.

Mmmm...

I would do just that... Except, I'm all psyched to show y'all what's been up in Danabelle Makeuplandia.



My Beautiful Diva shipment came in yesterday! I know. Beautiful Diva. Bading na bading ampf. Haha. I was half expecting my shipment to be delivered by a drag queen wearing a calypso outfit with maracas.

I found out about this company through My Pretty Pink Box. No, I wasn't able to get a box this month, but according to the site, this was one of their participants... I checked all of the participants, but this caught my attention... Because, one, they were giving out FREE SAMPLES. And two, they had a BARGAIN BIN.

The Asian in me could not resist. LOL.

Et voila...

Yayyy!

I was very impressed at how the items were packed. Don't you just love those curly paper thingies? Hihi.

FREE SAMPLES! Haven't tried them yet. Lovelovelovelove the packaging. Those tiny things are hella hard to open, though.

Yes. Liquid Mineral Foundation! Can you believe it? Tried it today. Love it. And it matches my skin tone perfectly, too. I'm gonna tipid it extremely though, because this product has been phased out. Sadness. :(

These are like MAC Fluidlines, except it's mineral. I bought two sets. One black, one brown. Two for me and two for Danne. Unfortunately, one of the brown ones wasn't in the shipment... I'm still trying to contact the company to find out where it is. And yes, this item has also been discontinued.

This is the black one. I tried the brown one today and it's super! I have to get used to the brush though. I'm more comfortable using a pen kasi. (BTW, that's Eyeko's Pretty Polish on my nails. Pretty, no?)

Bronzers. :) Safari in Kenya and Zebra in Santa Fe. Haven't tried Santa Fe. But I tried Kenya today... And omygoodness... If it were only possible to marry an inanimate object, I would run off to Las Vegas with Kenya right now to seal the deal. LOVELOVELOVE it!

Thus endeth my show & tell. Hihihi. If you want to order, you may want to act fast, cause those bargain bin items aren't gonna last long. I highly recommend the liquid foundation. It's pure love.

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Face of the Day:

Face
Blemishes and undereye concealer - Everyday Minerals Intensive Light Concealer
Base - Beautiful Diva Liquid Powder Mineral Foundation in Country Beige
Blush Contour - Joppa Minerals Serenity Blush
Shimmer - Beautiful Diva Safari Bronzer in Kenya

Eyes
Crease - Everyday Minerals Wild Flowers
Highlight and Underbrow - Everyday Minerals Funnel Cake
Mascara - Clinique High Impact Mascara in Brown
Eyebrows - E.L.F. Studio Eyebrow Kit
Eyeliner - Beautiful Diva Indelible Gel Eyeliner

Lips
The Bodyshop Liquid Lip Color in 2


The pictures don't do Kenya any justice. Seriously. I was staring at my face the whole day, because I couldn't get over how pretty the shimmer was. Narcissism, how are you today? LOL.

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Kissy kissy!

Dear 1am,

It's almost you and I should really be sleeping, but my mind is restless and my fingers are itching to type about nothing in particular and everything in general.

I miss this. This whole writing-something-writing-anything-just-writing extravaganza. I feel like I don't let my mind wander off as much as I used to. Which in a way is a good thing... My mind tends to go to some really weird places when unsupervised. But sometimes, I really need to just let it do what it can.

The problem is time... Yeah, yeah, I'm complaining again about not having enough time. What's new? Time and me, as it seems, almost always never seem to get along. My relationship with time is a lot like the tortoise and the hare... Me, being the cocky hare and time being the steady tortoise. ...And now the steady tortoise has just crossed the finish line while I slept under a tree.

Oh well.

But enough about time... I have time now. And right now, I would just like to revel at how things eventually interweave; how your dreams become a reality; how your thoughts are validated; and how things come full circle if you just give it enough time.

I know that this doesn't make any sense, but you have to give me credit for trying. What I lacked in real passion when I started this, I somehow made up for with fabulous superfluous seemingly deep metaphorical sentences that could or could not mean anything. Sentences and paragraphs that just went on and on until it came full circle...

It's almost you. It is you. And now it's past you.

...But guess what?

It will always be you. ...I just need to give it enough time.


As Always,
D.

Anuvey?!?!

Tenant: Ilang taon ka na ba?
D: 24.
Tenant: Eh ba't di ka pa naga-asawa?

Danabelle in Pretty Friggin' Sore Shorts

So...

Earlier tonight, on my way down from the office, I slipped and fell on my butt.

Yeah... It's pretty friggin' sore until now.

Oh and before you go and rant on and on about how this is all because of me and my love for super high heels... Let me stop you right there. I was wearing sandals. FLAT SANDALS.

Lampa lang talaga ako.

What can I say ... except for "Ouch. My butt hurts."?

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Weekend!

Can you believe just how fast the weeks are going?

Tsk.

I'm hoping that I'll be able to work on my box this weekend. I'm thinking a visit to Ace Hardware is in order. I needs to get some hinges and tiny little nails.

...And buttons! Yeah, you can never have enough of those.

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This morning, I thought I left my iPod somewhere, and I felt like I was naked.

Literally. Naked. I mean, I was probably blushing, because I felt naked... without an iPod.

Thankfully, I found it in the pocket of my bag.

Funnily enough... Right in the middle of the day, I just couldn't stand my bra anymore. It just didn't fit right. Oh and before you start with any fat jokes, no it wasn't too tight, on the contrary it felt kind of loose, which is sad, actually. The one place where I need weight on... I mean, c'mon, can't a girl just get a break around here?! ...Aaaanyway, my bra didn't fit right, so right in the middle of the day, and I didn't even bother stepping into the bathroom... I just did the bra manoeuvre. Right there. In my workstation. Yes. I. Did. That. No, there were no people around... But still...

Seriously... I think I might need mental help. I mean, feeling obscenely naked without an iPod and feeling the need to remove your bra in the middle of the workday is not normal behavior.

But then again, when was I ever normal?

...And just like that I forgot the point of this short.

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I thought about you this morning.

And I still don't understand.

I mean you just don't seem like the kind of person who would just act like that.

...And after all these years, you would think that...

Do you hate me, is that it?

Do you want me to hate you?

Well, you know what? I would hate you... But I don't see the point.

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Oooh this morning, a guy passed by our office, he looked decent enough, but then he started to stink up the whole office.

Eeek.

Anyway, he was selling books. I feel mildly sympathetic towards people who sell books or encyclopedias or whatever. I mean, that's tough work. Could you imagine knocking on door after door after door...? And being turned away a lot of the time. Tsk.

Good thing, I never have any money on me. Otherwise, I'd probably have a library of atlases and encyclopedias. Good grief.

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Oooh. Eclipse is turning out to be interesting.

I'm halfway through. This one's fun, 'cause it's starting to establish the backgrounds and histories of both sides.

I'm thinking it's a little late to establish backgrounds now, but it's kept my interest thus far, so yayyy for that.

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Oooh! Oooh! So yesterday we watched "Kiss the Bride". Hella old, I know. And hella terrible reviews, but it was so funny.

Homophobes might wanna skip this one, though, 'cause it's a little graphic. Haha.

But it was so absurd and stupid and so funny. It's nice to be able to just watch stupid movies like that. It's a great break.

I especially love Tori's line where she says, "I love gay men. I adore gay men. If I had a penis, I would be a gay man."

LOL.

Sounds like something I would say. Hahaha.

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E: Honestly? May feelings ka parin ba ngayon?
D: I think I built him up in my mind. And that I was just young, but never really in love.
E: Oh but I think you were. First love never dies daw.
D: Well, there are times na naiiyak parin ako. Like ngayon. Naiiyak ako.
E: Sorry pinakwento ko pa kasi.
D: Ok lang yun, no. There's no need to be sorry. I want to be desensitized to this na rin.

It's like when you watch a sad movie for the first time and it made you cry, but then everytime you watch it you cry less and less. ...Of course, most movies are make-believe... But then who knows, right? I mean the ones that made us cry might just as well have happened to someone for real, so I'm still hoping that that's what will happen eventually.

That it won't feel as pretty friggin' sore as the previous time, until finally, I won't feel a thing. And it'll just be like every other story.

What can I say? ...Lampa lang talaga siguro ang puso ko.

Oh well.

Kissy kissy. :)

TopTenTuesday - Walawalawalawala...

TopTen Reasons kung baket walang TopTen ngayon.

1. Una, dahil wala ako sa mood.

2. Pangalawa, dahil wala ako sa mood.

3. Pangatlo, dahil wala ako sa mood.

4. Pang-apat, dahil wala ako sa mood.

5. Pang-lima, dahil wala ako sa mood.

6. Pang-anim, dahil wala ako sa mood.

7. Pang-pito, dahil wala ako sa mood.

8. Pang-walo, dahil wala ako sa mood kasi nad-depress ako dahil isang buwan na lang twenty-five na ako.

9. Pang-siyam, dahil depressed ako, wala akong ginawa kundi magbasa ng Twilight Saga, para magimagine na makagat ng bampira para hindi na ako tatanda forever.

10. Pang-sampu, dahil hindi ako nakagawa kasi nagbasa lang ako buong araw. Nasa Eclipse na ako.

Make-up Monday - Kawaii

WARNING: Cuteness overload! Proceed with care. ...And possibly some lollipops, gumdrops, rainbows, and teddybears.

Sooo...

After an excruciating 2-week wait...

...My package arrived this morning. Just in time for Make-up Monday.

Hihi.

Ain't that something?

Open open open...

It's from Lehn-dehn. LOL. (Do y'all still remember that blog? Haha.)

Tada!

Even the bag is so cutie patootie pink.

The loot
L-R: Pretty Polish, Magic Eyeliner, Sparkle Powder, 3-in-1 Beauty Cream, Face-off Cleansing Wipes.

3-in-1 Beauty Cream

I tried this today... (Yeah, yeah, I was excited. What can I say?) The online reviews that I read don't do it justice. It's amazing. I am definitely loving it. It really gives your face that healthy glow. And is a perfect base. If I had better skin, I imagine I could actually just use this and voila, perfection. But unfortunately, I'm the kind of girl who needs a whole lot of concealer. It's kind of like Erno Laszlo's tinted moisturizer, sans the annoying smell. This doesn't have a scent or if it does, it's not so prominent and it's definitely not annoying.

Sparkle Powder

This, I love! It's glittery and shimmery but not too much, like you're going to audition to be Tinkerbell, it's girly, but understated. And it's got this faint candy smell that makes you want to eat it. LOL.

Magic Liquid Eyeliner

I haven't tried this yet, but I imagine it would probably be a lot like E.L.F.'s Studio Liner Sealer in a cuter package. Hihi.

Pretty Polish

Now this is just too cute for words. Hihihi. I can't wait for the weekend so I can do my nails and put this on... I actually already tried it. Lovelovelove it. The description is pretty succinct when it says, "for neat nails". Hihi.

Face-off Cleansing Wipes

Haven't tried it yet. But it will probably be living in my everyday make-up kit because I'm sure it will come in handy.

So there's my Eyeko loot. If you're into some really cute stuff at affordable prices, go on over to http://www.eyeko.com and treat yourself to some cutie patootie lovelovelovin'. Hihi.

Oh by the way...

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Face of the Day

Face
Blemishes and undereye concealer - Everyday Minerals Intensive Light Concealer
Base - Eyeko Beauty Cream and Everyday Minerals Soft Butter Peach
Blush - Everyday Minerals All Smiles and Everyday Minerals Natural
Highlights - Eyeko Sparkle Powder

Eyes
Crease - Everyday Minerals Starry Eyed
Highlight and Underbrow - Everyday Minerals Chamomile
Mascara - Clinique High Impact Mascara in Brown
Eyebrows - E.L.F. Studio Eyebrow Kit
Eyeliner - Everyday Minerals Smoky and E.L.F.'s Liner Sealer

Lips
The Bodyshop Liquid Lip Color in 2

I have this ingrown eyebrow thing going on. IT HURTS!

Also, my hair decided to not cooperate with me today. Frizz frizz frizz. Tsk.

I really want to do something different with my hair, but I don't know what. Any suggestions?

(Not rebond, though, please. Not again.)

Sparkle Powder Love. :) Hihihi.

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BTW, just in case you missed it in my other blog post...

EDM just released their new Summer Collection for 2009.

They have a new bronzer compact, two new blushes, four new eyeshadows, and a new brush. :) Hihi.

This is what I'm most excited about though. The Everyday Resort Compact. Hihihi. It has all the Summer Collection's four new eyeshadows.

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Ooh. One more thing. Lifestyle is on sale.

They've got some big-ass body creams that are going for AED8 from AED50. Pretty awesome deal if I might say so myself.

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Anyhoos... What have y'all been up to this past week?

Speaking of week... This one seems to be zooming by.

Good thing. :)

I can't wait for the weekend. I wants to do my nails, babe. Hihi.

Kisskisslovelove.

Danabelle in Any Given Sunday Shorts

Last Friday...

G: Ang mura ng Cheetos sa inyo.
D: Talaga?
G: Oo. Usually, AED8 'to, pero dyan AED5 lang.
D: Baka expired na. *Sabay giggle*
A: Bad ka talaga.

A little later that day...

A: Paabot nga nung tissue paper dyan sa likod mo.
D: Ay naupuan ko na ata.
A: Hay nako girl. Isa ka talaga delubyo.
D: Hahaha. *Sabay tanong: Ano yun?
G: Parang storm na mas grabe pa.
D: Ay bongga! Bet ko yun! Feeling Halle Berry ako!
A: Ano daw?

...And still a little more later...

A: Oh ano yung nalaglag? *Worried at concerned*
G: Yung tissue ata... Teka...
D: Hayaan mo na... Naupuan ko na rin naman yan remember?

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So my craft project turned into a big big sticky messy disaster.

I didn't realize the paint that I bought wasn't exactly waterbased. And, and, and... The glue that we had with us didn't really stick the way I wanted it to.

I was going to fix it today (I'm thinking the paint should have dried by now... But, I had to work.

Tsk.

Oh well there's always tomorrow.

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I finished Twilight.

Yayyy!

I'm now on New Moon. :)

I kind of like it better... It feels like Stephanie let herself write a lot more relaxed on New Moon than she did on Twilight. As a writer, Twilight kind of felt like she was painting by numbers...

Doesn't minimize the kilig factor though.

<3

What?!?! Don't judge me. I don't have a boyfriend. I need some form of entertainment.

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Speaking of boyfriend...

Have I wrote about this before?

Tsk. This just goes to show how infrequent I've been writing. I don't even remember if I've written this short before or not.

Anyway, I've been getting these comments... From people I don't know.

They keep asking about my boyfriend.



When I tell them I don't have one...

...They refuse to believe me.

They say, I'm the type who looks like I'm committed and in love.

Eyng?

Is this why I'm single? Because everyone thinks I'm already spoken for?

...Oh but wait, that shouldn't be a deterrent, I always had to fend guys off when I was in a relationship.

Oh wait.

Ok. So I look like I'm in a relationship when I'm single, and I look like I'm single when I'm in a relationship... Is that it?

No wonder, I'm single/looking like I'm in a relationship/whatever.

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I am waiting for stuff.

Gaahhh.

I sure hope they arrive tomorrow, because the suspense is killing me.

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I really miss blogging in the daytime.

It seems like I'm always rushing my thoughts at night.

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I'm still on hold.

Oh well.

At least there's some pretty interesting background music, while I'm waiting.

...You do understand that this is a metaphor, right?

Cause if you didn't, then well, that's ok too.

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I know we've just barely started the week, but I am so already looking forward to this weekend.

Wala lang.

Gusto ko lang.

Nangaagaw ka naman ng trip eh.

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Anyhoos, I best get to showerin' and then on to bed.

I miss you like forever and ever and ever.

Kissy kissy.

Dear Dick,

Maybe you've just caught me at a bad time. Or maybe I'm just growing up and I can't be bothered to deal with this type of thing... Whichever way, you are starting to be like a pebble in my shoe.

And yeah yeah yeah... As much as I want to continue to be nice because I can't stand the guilt that is being lured out when I try to ignore your existence that seems to cry out for pity and love and friendship and waaa waaa waaa... You are getting on my last nerve.

A nerve that is definitely going to pop if you so much as try to think of spitting out another boyish comment that is laced with so much bigotry that you, by some unfortunate reason, think makes you more of a man and less of a boy.

I would advise you to stay away from me for the next couple of days, weeks, months or quite possibly for the rest of the year.

Thanks for your time. Stop wasting mine. You annoy me. Grow up and stop acting like your name.


As Always,
D.

Danabelle in Baby Shorts

I want one!!!

Especially, if it's gonna be as cute as this one.

Super duper cute!!! Hihi.

Everyone, meet my inaanak's baby brother, Jerrell.

Mommy Maricel, Baby Jerrell, and my cutie pilya na inaanak, Eydie.

More photos here.

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Sooo... I have a thing in my eye.

Tsk.

Don't laugh. It hurts.

Gaaah.

I feel like I'll be coming down with a cold, too.

Darn weather. Grrr.

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Tomorrow, I'm planning on doing some crafts.

It's been a really really long time.

My fingers are itching to do something.

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I know it's not Make-up Monday yet. And I know that there's gonna be heck to pay with all my male friends to whom I promised that I'd only blog about make-up on just that one day...

But...

Lookie!!!

Spelunk, Parasail, Kayak, Late Checkout

Yes, yes.

I know I've already met my quota for make-up buying for the whole year.

But c'mon...

...It's so pretty. :) Ahihihi.

How could I resist?

Review when it gets here. Along with "Time Share" summer blush, and the bamboo handled kabuki. :)

Yes, I finally ordered the "Mom" blush. What? Just in case. You never know, I might get what I wish for.

LOL.

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I've been re-watching Ally McBeal again.

And it's so funny how my life is turning out to be a lot like hers in a way.

I'm half surprised that a child still hasn't shown up at my doorstep telling me that I'm the mother.

But then again, Larry still hasn't come yet. And he still hasn't broken my heart.

...Or has he?

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Anyhoos, I best get on to bed.

I'm as sleepy as frick.

Kissy kissy!

Danabelle in Womanly Shorts

Oooh... Lookie! It's shorts time!

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The other day Ga and I were talking about womanly exams and she was giving a long-ass lecture about it and prompting me to go because apparently...:

Ga: Importante yun, ga. Kailangan yun once hindi ka na "inosente" kailangan, magpacheck ka at least once a year.
D.: Ga, it's been six years since hindi ako naging "inosente"... Sa tingin mo, kailangan ko pa magpacheck?
Ga: Ah... Eh, parang hindi na lang siguro. Baka nga "inosente" ka na ulit. Check mo na lang baka may agiw na yan.
D.: Actually, I would... Pero parang naka-kandado na ata.

Nyahahaha.

I know I should probably be sad... But it's hella fooneh. LMAO.

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I started reading Twilight today.

Hahaha.

I know, I know. You don't have to tell me how late I am. I know I'm late.

I'm always late.

My rhythm's wrong, can you blame me?

I'm currently on Chapter 12. I can definitely see why the whole female population is laying breathless at Edward Cullen's feet.

He is one smooth son of a gun.

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Confession?

Well... Not exactly a confession... More like an affirmation.

I haven't been feeling it.

Photography, I mean.

I suppose there are many contributory factors as to why this is, but in the end, it all boils down to me not feeling a thing.

And it's not about feeling fraudulent anymore. Or maybe it is. But even more than that. I feel like I've lost something. I feel like I've lost myself. And I also feel like I may never get there. Wherever "there" is supposed to be.

It's been a while since I've made a something that I wanted to hang on my wall. Something that I really loved.

It's become more about pleasing other people and thinking about everyone else, what everyone wants, what they need, rather than actually expressing myself.

Being in Blankville doesn't help either.

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I've been in this jazzy mood all day.

Mindlessly singing "The More I Want You".

All. Day.

I don't know if it's because I miss playing the trumpet and regret that I never got to furthering that.

...Or if it's because of the lyrics of that particular song.

"I know the only one for me can only be you. My arms won't free you. And my heart won't try."

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Have you ever felt like your life was on hold?

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Anyhoos,

Hope y'all have a great weekend!

Kissy kissy!

TopTenTuesday - Fuschiang early...

I know, I know.

It's fabulously early for me to start making a birthday list. But ehhh... I figured, this way, it'd give you enough time (approximately a little over a month) to get me my preh-sunts. Haha.

My TopTen Birthday Gift Wishlist for 2009

1.
Given na yata 'to, right? Ni-list ko pa. Haha. You can get me a gift certificate or you can choose the stuff yourself and just have it sent to me.

2.
Gift certificate or you choose and send. :) Same thing. Lovelovelovelove.

3.
Another Joppa Grab Bag! Hahaha. Yes. I loved mine so much, I want one more. Or two... Or three. :)

4. 
A pretty pink box. Ahihihi. The next box will be available on June 10.

5.
Oh here's something that ain't gonna cost you a penny. You can get me stuff for Anyanka or you can just sign up for Pet Society on Facebook. Dali. Para may twenty coins ako pag binisita kita. Hahaha.

6. 
Would you believe na hanggang ngayon wala parin ako nito??? Tsk.

7. HOT FAFA
Boohahaha. Bow. Walang picture, kasi kukunan ko palang sya pag binigay mo na s'ya sa'kin... Yung medyo nude disenteng disente at balot na balot kuntodo jacket pa. Parang bodyscape formal winter fashion shoot, ganon.

8.
The Twilight Series. I'd like to know what all the fuss is about. Yes, I've been living under a rock and I have no idea what in the world is going on. Update: Sweetie Darling Eirene sent me the e-version.

9. 
Jill-E Black with Bone Combo. So I can photoshoot in style... Haha.
10.
PC-E 45mm 2.8 Wish lang naman eh. Di naman bawal di'ba?

Kissy kissy!